"Can't Stay Away" Sammy Wilk Fanfiction

Chapter 20

5 Months Later
Ella's Pov
Lately Sam has been acting like a complete asshole that sometimes I don't know what to do anymore. Mostly every night he's out getting drunk or high. Somehow I got used to that so I ignore it. He takes care of Colton and Ciera once in a while but it's not the same as before. Everything changed the day that I got tired and couldn't take it anymore. I waited for him on the stairs to get home.
"Shit Ella you scared me"
"Whatever" I replied
"Were gonna start with this again"

"I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of pretending that I'm happy when I'm not. I can't be pretending when you finished your act. All you do is bring me down Samuel and I'm not letting it happen. At some point in my life I let you bring me down but not anymore Sam. Our family is nothing all this is an act that you created. An act that I'm ending. You made the decision to help me with the twins but your never here. Sometimes I wonder how life would be if I weren't ever here. If you had to take care of our children. What would you do then. When I found out I was pregnant I didn't force you to take care of our children with me. Or did I because of what I know you did everything possible to stop yourself from drinking and smoking. A choice you decided to make. Right here and right now I want you to answer my question. Do you even want to take part in the babies life? Or do you want to be the father they see once a month the one that sends them money and gifts to buy their love? Because one thing I learned is that money can't buy you anything Samuel. Money isn't going to buy you love. So answer my questions" I said with tears rolling down my face.

"I don't know Ella. I don't know what I want. I never expected to be a father. I wasn't ready to be a father in the first place. 5 months ago I talked to our children and told them I will always be their dad and bestfriend no matter what happened. That's something I'm not sure of now. Were young and have to enjoy life before it's too late. If you're not going to then I will" he said

"That's all I needed to hear. Now I'm gonna ask you this once and only once. When our kids grow older I don't want you in their life. Because you just told me you weren't ready and you didn't want to be a father. I understand that. But if one day our kids grow older and they decide to see you will you do it? Before you answer that question think about it because once you say your answer you can't take it back Sam. Everything you just said it's what I'll tell them because they deserve to know why their dad left them"

"I never said anything about leaving" he said

"You aren't ready to be a father so best thing to do is leave. Now answer my question" I said sternly

"Like I told you I don't know"

"I want you to leave Samuel. At some point I thought you'd want to be there to hear their first word to watch them do their first steps to teach them to play a sport or to teach them to make music but I was wrong. I once thought you'd want to be there to give them advice about how life would be but everything I thought was a mistake. I want you to leave and never look for us again" I said pointing at the door with tears streaming down my face

A/N: I'm almost bringing this book to an end. I'm probably going to add one or two more chapters. But I will let you know if there will be a sequal.