Let's do this together (Tododeku)

Baby?

~ Izuku's POV ~
"I will wait for you downstairs." He said. I didn't respond. Shoto left to go downstairs. I grabbed my knife and started to cut myself very deep. My hair turns fully white as I start to cut myself more deep 30 times as I cry in deep pain.

I let my blood flow out of my wrist drips to the floor. I started to remember Jason smelling my hair as I grab my hair with my bloody hand and cut my hair with my bloody knife fast while my tears fall down violently as I remember more.

I moved my hands down and move my hands back up. I tried to stab myself but Shoto ran in the bathroom as he stopped me from stabbing myself. He saw my hair on the floor and Shoto froze my knife as I feel my knife get very cold.

Shoto knocked the iced knife out of my hands gently as he hugs me gently. "Ahhh!!!" I shout very loud with so much sadness. He rubs my head as he hug me gently. Shoto starts to cry to see me in so much deep pain and sadness.

Shoto iced my wound to stop my wound that I made from bleeding out even more. He kissed my forehead softly as he started to rock me back and forth. "Calm down, Izuku." Shoto said as I started to calm down slowly from crying.

Shoto started to wrap my bloody wound with a bandage as he grabs my hand gently while we start to walk downstairs be with our friends. "Deku-kun?!" Uraraka said in shock. Everyone looked at me in shock. I have my head down.

"Deku I-" I cut Kacchan off. "Just be quiet." I said. "But Deku I-" I cut him off again. "Just be quiet!!" I shouted and ran to him with my knife. I tried to stab Kacchan but dad grabs my arms to stop me. He saw the bandage on my arm.

My eyes start to glow red while Shoto's eyes widen softly. I gave up and drop the knife to the floor. Dad kicked my knife away from me very fast as he sets me down very carefully. "Why did you cut your hair?" Dad said softly to me.

Dad picks up a little bit of my hair gently. I didn't respond. "Is it because of, Jason?" He said softly to me as I look at the floor. I nod my head softly. 'Izuku~' the lady said. My eyes widen slowly. 'My sweet baby~' Mom said.

My tears started to float up. 'I'm so excited to see you, Izuku~' Mom said happily. I closed my eyes and my hair started to glow. My hair color starts to mix with white and green as I open my eyes slowly and looked down with teary eyes.

Everyone's eyes are widen in shock. I got up very fast and started to run away to go back to the dorm. I laid on my bed and started to cry very softly. I got up slowly and I made my only decision that is to leave UA for good as I sigh.

I grab my jacket to put it on as I walked out of the dorm and went downstairs. They saw me as Shoto ran to me but I used my quirk to stop him. I left the dormitory as I knock on Nezu's door. "Come on in." Nezu said as I open slow.

I walked in and closed the door. "Izuku?" Nezu said in shock. "I want to leave UA." I said softly. "Why, Izuku?" Nezu said in shock. "I feel like I wasn't born to be a hero." I said. "And what do you mean by that, Izuku?" Nezu asked softly.

"I was born to be a villain not a hero." I said. "But you kill villains so you can still be a Pro Hero, Izuku." Nezu said. "Are you sure? I don't know that much hero stuff for being gone from being kidnap by the League of Villains." I said.

"It's okay, you know how to control your quirks and you have great talent. You can skip going to this school and be a Pro Hero. Everything here is what you can do." Nezu said. My eyes widened. "Its fine. I will stay just here." I said.

"Okay, I hope you have a great day to learn how to be a hero to save civilians." Nezu said smiling happily. "Thank you." I said bowing politely. "See you tomorrow, Izuku." Nezu said. I felt the room and went back to the dormitory.