. *ੈ⭐༘⋆. Starlit's Little Diary . *ੈ⭐༘⋆.

⋆28|07|2024 - Young girls can't build identities!⋆

My worthless rage knoks my door again. Against my body and soul, shouts against the house I built, in a hope of tearing this place down for a reason that dont even her agree

My worthless rage seems to rise again. Nothing other than her in my tired look. Against my disgusting body and soul, shouts against the image i made i n a hope of freeing me somehow

We both know how wrong I am...how I never asked for such a "wonderful truth"

I always knew that the mirror was a liar,b ut maybe not...maybe I just didnt wanted to really look at myself...And see the weakness in my young eyes...

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I dont have sure...why this started...

Maybe my strong mind was really misunderstood...Maybe I wasnt ready for such words...Maybe I should had belived i was doing whats best and not had trusted him...I was in the best path I could follow....but I lose it all...

Now my rage is the only one that seems to remember and understand...But still is so worthless...I was to young....this never existed...

Now...I cant accept....my little disgusting human self....This weak body....this aprisionated rotten shell...And the wolf? This sinful wolf...the profane side...Will be burried along all the other old dreams....where the freedom dies with the words of the Saint...Under the tree that me and my beloved planted...it bloomed once and died...

I hate being human

I wonder I could be a wolf, but life is ufair...God dont aprove this...the Saint dont as well...I can't walk in my paws, or pray to the moon...I would just be the sinful witch they know I am...Its not up to me anymore....be perfect or they'll burn the wolf...

"Kill the wolf...Kill the wolf before it rises...you dont belong among the stars, have your feet on the ground at last once!"The Saint seem to be so loving and cruel....His sweet cup of poison...and I have to drink or he will kill the wolf...

Im sorry mother moon...but I've been tamed...