Just friends (Minwon)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓: 'Confused'

𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒚𝒖

Mingyu was confused, actually confused wasn't even the right word to describe what he was feeling night now. Shocked? No, Upset? No that doesn't work either.

Scared? Yeah that's probably the best way to describe how he felt. He was scared of what happened and what's to come. He's never considered himself bisexual, he was definetly more of a breast guy than an ass one. But things have been weird lately, and he had no idea when shit got so fucking weird. He used to see Wonwoo shirtless all the time, hell they've even showered together when they were younger. And it wasn't weird at all, just two friends showering together.

Now? Well, let's just say things get have gotten harder, no pun intended. So here Mingyu was, lying in his bed and staring up at the ceiling. He didn't know what to do, he didn't even know if he had to do something. But there was this nagging feeling in his chest, like something was trying to crawl out of him. He wanted to be with Wonwoo right now, but he knew he should give the man space. If he was feeling this way then there is no telling how Wonwoo felt, especially after that extremely hot makeout session they had.

God just even the thought of it made Mingyu feel warm everywhere, his body tingling up and down with excitement. He's never kissed someone like that before, it was so passionate yet so comforting. It was a kiss he wanted to have over and over again, at least until his craving was cured. But Wonwoo's lips weren't easily replaced, at least not by the girls he slept with after their encounter. It was embarrassing for Mingyu to admit how bothered he got by seeing Wonwoo wrapped up in a towel but he couldn't deny it. And his boner definetly couldn't deny it either. So he decided to do what he did best, sleep with the first girl who threw herself at him. And that was arguably super easy, except for the fact that he couldn't stay hard with her. So he hadn't had sex since, and he was frustrated, very fucking frustrated.

"God I can't stand this!" Mingyu threw his head back with a groan, the sound of knocking interrupting his little tantrum.

"Kim fucking Mingyu! Don't yell in my house!" He rolled his eyes at his mom, can he seriously have no moment of peace!? He decided enough was enough, he didn't want to stay locked in his room throwing a bitch fit. No he was going to get to the bottom of whatever the fuck he was going through. He wasn't gay and he was going to prove it. How? Well that was simple, he was going to sleep with a guy. He frowned at himself, did that sound kinda gay? He shrugged his shoulders, oh whatever, if he is he is.

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This was a bad idea, a very bad idea. Mingyu's eyes were wide as he walked into the local  gay bar, bodies swinging together left and right filled his vision. He gulped hard, maybe he could leave now?  He turned to move but felt a soft tap on his shoulder, his body moving to face a cute slim male. The man had deep dimples as he smiled, something Mingyu felt himself drawn too. Wonwoo has dimples too, Mingyu thought, although his are much cuter.

"Well hello there handsome, having a good night?" Mingyu bit back the scoff that threatened to rattle from his lips, more like a horror show of a night. He simply replied to the man with a tight nod, the slim man's smile only widening at him.

"Wanna have even more fun?"

Mingyu paused for a moment, to be honest he wanted nothing more than to go home and cry into his pillow, but he wasn't going to tell the man that. He put on his flirty smile, his white teeth flashing when he pulled his lips into a smirk.

"I would love to baby, are you going to show me a good time?" He sounded so foreign to his ears, he wasn't the type to talk flirty with other people. Maybe it was because of how easy it was for him to get girls but he realized he's never actually flirted. Except with Wonwoo.