Let Me Heal You

A chance?

Recap: Bondita ignoring anirudh and revelation about anirudh's Step Brother.
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"I want to talk about the cabin moment."

Bondita flinched and looked the other way to ignore Anirudh.

"Is there anything left to talk about?" Bondita asked, looking down at her hands while Anirudh sat opposite her on the bed.

"There is! Why are you ignoring me?" Anirudh asked, confused.

"I am not!" Bondita replied curtly.

"You are! Since that day, you have been running away from me constantly. I tried to talk to you, but... why?" he asked, having had enough of her ignorance.

"Why do you care?" she asked irritably.

"Because it hurts! It makes me feel like I forced myself on you," he snapped at her.

"It hurt me the same way when you ignored me and called it a mistake," Bondita snapped back.

"I know I was stupid back then; I agree with that," Anirudh replied with a sigh.

"So you mean you are not stupid now, or you don't regret what happened in the cabin?" Bondita asked.

"Why would I regret it?" Anirudh asked, confused.

"Because you regretted it when we kissed for the first time. Who knows, you might regret it now as well, and you want to have a conversation with me because you want to tell me that it was a mistake and that it happened out of heat."

Bondita replied

"It was not a kiss out of heat, and I don't regret it, Bondita. I can never regret these moments with you."

Anirudh said holding her hand but she snatched it away

"That day, you easily told me that our first kiss was a mistake and that you regretted it, but do you know what impact your words had on me? The always confident Bondita, who used to trust herself more than anyone else, started having doubts about herself. She began asking herself questions: whether she is beautiful enough or not, if there is any problem with her, and if she is not capable of being loved by someone.

Your past behavior and words affected me so badly that I can't help but think that you will again name the kiss a mistake or regret; you will hurt me again. I am scared; I am too scared to face all of that once more. I am tired of being a strong woman, but I do feel pain. Whenever I think about the past, it breaks my heart all over again.

What is my fault in all this mess? Is it my fault that I fell for a man who still hasn't moved on from his past? What's my fault in all this? Why can't you just notice my feelings for once? Am I that bad or unlovable? Bolo na! (tell me!)"

Bondita poured out all her feelings that she had kept inside her heart and cried as she grabbed Anirudh's collar.

Anirudh pulled her against his chest and hugged her while she cried, a tear falling from his eyes.

"I am sorry, I am sorry... I know that sorry is not enough for my actions, but please forgive me. I agree I made a mistake, and I am still guilty of it. You know that day when I found out that you had an accident, I felt as if a part of me went missing. I was so scared; the feelings I had kept buried inside me for so long suddenly started erupting one by one.

I already lost my first love because of my stupid mistake, and that day I realized that I don't want to lose you again because of my stupidity. God gave me another chance to love, and I don't want to lose it. And I didn't! When you refused to meet me or talk to me, I had no other option but to ask your father's help.

You know I thought he would kill me but surprisingly he didn't and gave me another chance to win you. I never wanted to hurt you but every time I ended up hurting you and I am too selfish to leave you. Please bondita please just give me a chance, I promise I will never hurt you. Just a chance."

Bondita looked at him like some lost puppy, her red teary eyes were making her look more cute and it was melting his heart.

"And what if you hurt me again?" she asked.

"Then... then punish me! Hit me with anything, and I won't say a word," Anirudh replied.

"Ouch!" Anirudh winced as he received a punch to his stomach.

"Why did you punch me?" he asked, confused, while holding his stomach.

"It's a punishment for whatever you did in the past, and every day you will receive a punch until I forgive you," Bondita replied, moving away from Anirudh.

"I always thought women's punches didn't hurt much, but you really punched me hard. Are you sure you are a woman?" he teased her.

"Don't underestimate the power of an angry woman!" she replied, forcing a smile at him.

That night they both slept peacefully because they poured out all the feelings they buried inside them for so long. Some times it is really important to pour our feelings out otherwise it will only burden you more making you incapable of thinking things in positive way.

After this day, they will begin their new journey together... A journey filled with punishments, dramas and a very big twist which might or might not affect their relationship and not to forget the entry of anirudh's step brother.

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