NEVER MINE

Chapter : 1

Love is the most beautiful yet the most painful thing .

I never imagined that I'll get lost in this maze , that deep that now there is no way I can get out of it.

Good luck? Well i laugh out loud hearing this word because now this all seems like a joke to me . Luck was never by my side from the beginning. Ever had a feeling of having everything but still nothing? That's how my life is . I had everything but him .

Love can either leave you all in happy and merry or can leave you all miserable and downhearted.

Well I love everything about him, His eyes , hair , lips , nose , the way he laughs but those eyes , i couldn't help but to fall for them .

I still remember out first meet , our first eye contact left me having butterflies in my stomach. His eyes , i could stare them for a whole day , they held a whole galaxy in them . Those brown eyes , i could just drown in them.

I had so much already imagined in my Little head , thinking we could be together, happy , giggling like Little kids , talking for hours , feeling each others embrace. But imagination is a deadly thing , can lead to do much , even overthinking , it can leave you all miserable, pathetic all at once .

I just wanted one thing , one thing that was you to be mine , all the prayers seems like they went in vain . But haha , stupid me . Thinking all of that can be true . You and me ? We were never a thing I guess , never ment to be . It was all just imagined in my head ,a preety picture of you and me together holding hands but I guess that's what the universe wanted . Our destinies were preety different.

I've heard that our destiny is in our own hands but unlucky me . Feels like it was already designed, not my me but someone else .

Well only if i could rewind the past , only if I wouldn't have looked in your magical eyes , only if i didn't meet you . But nothing can be rewind.

___________To Be Continued ____________