I felt some weight on my hand and something soft holding my finger. I slowly opened my eyes and closed them other second. I have to do this cause if I directly try to look in the brightness or heavy light my migrane starts. I slowly adjusted to light and turned my face toward presence.
I looked and smiled a little there was a little angel. In baby pink frock with Divya. She was trying to make her sit and stoping her from touching my hand. But she was holding my finger and next second trying to pull the bandage.
I slowly moved my fingers and held her hand in my hand. Divya looked at me and the Little angle looked at me. With her big eyes her hair was tied in a small fountain on her crown.
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My mouth and throat is dry. I need water. I tried to get up and put a little pressure but only to wince in pain. Divya looked at me and said," aare dii ". She said and stands up with little angel in her arms. She went toward the couch and came to me and helped me to sit up straight.
I am feeling so bad right now. I don't like to feel so helpless. I have to depend on someone else for everything. I can't even sit on my own.
Mahadev. Please help me.
"Pani" I whispered in slow voice. I am feeling so low due to weakness maybe.
(Water)
She passed me a glass of water and I held in with my shivering hands.
I look so lifeless. I was not like this. I have made my best version from past 5 years. I have changed my everything due to which I had been rejected.
I changed my whole old self. The sweet, soft-hearted, sunshine girl died the day when I witnessed the scene which I never wanted to.
That one scene make me to leave the country forever. But see I am here in the same country in someone else houce because I again alone. All alone. I can't say anything to anyone. I felt apart that time like I am feeling now.
I don't know how to express my emotions but it didn't mean that I don't feel them .
I took a sharp breath intake and exhale it slowly. I realised I was sitting there with closed eyes by now I opened my eyes and saw different pairs of eyes were just looking at me.
At first I scared of attention. If someone saw me or if I was in a crowd or group of people I don't or know I feel so insecure that I can't even speak a word and if I do I feel like if I said something wrong .
But now I am not scared of anyone I held the power and status. It's just that I don't speak but I don't be quiet if I have to make someone Quiet.
I looked at couch the man was sitting whose name I don't know yet. Who saved me I don't know his name Wonderful!!
