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VLIVE

TK POV

' Am sorry I ignored you for the whole two months ( chuckling in his own words) . I have been busy with work and Jungkookie. Ahh yes..yes now we are okay, and back to how we were. Not exactly but am trying to make it as less awkward as it already is, he confessed on my behalf how gay I was (chuckles) but I told him that I was not specifically gay . I mean I can have feelings for both males and females so it makes me bisexual right?, but that's not what concerns the most. The real deal here is how am I having these feelings for only HIM? (laughing) . I can swear it's not funny at all , how can he be so innocent not understanding what he is doing to ME !, this is definitely NOT fair, if this was fate ? Then I would wish it the other way around.'

22April2017.

I hid my diary under the bed. Am so afraid of him seeing it one day since he came's to my room more often nowadays so... I need to be more careful about it. It's almost late night so I had to head to the dressing room for a shower and a change of clothe. Just few minutes when I was about to find drying my wet hair , a notification popped on my phone. So I scrolled the screen to see what it was ,( Jungkook just started VLiVE). ' ahh this kid' I murmured while opening to see what he is doing in his room. He had his white shirt on , placing his phone on the dresser talking to Army while eating some sea weeds with the chopsticks. He's so cute when he's like this , does he even know it? I layed on my bed for a second looking at him and his funny reactions towards Armys for a while before jimin seemed to be in his room , that triggered me, I know jimin is my best friend... but he's kinda touchy sometimes and i do NOT want him anywhere near Jungkookie. So I decided to head out immediately.

I entered his room only to found him and Jimin joking around during the live , I didn't like that, not at all. And why would he be only on a robe like that in front of jungkookie. I just wanted to snatch him from there , but I couldn't... and I needed to control my emotions. I walked toward them hurriedly while singing which got jungkook shocked and nervous which I don't why when he heard my voice,... so I walked near jungkook and shit !...I ended up pulling his sweet , pink , giggly little ear unable to control myself of how sweet he just looks . He took my hands off directing me to stop since we were on LIVE with hundreds of Army watching. But then , what's done is done so... we ended up doing some stupid stuffs in front of Army as always . Minutes past and I still see jimin getting so close to Jungkook ,... fuck his LIVE , I need jimin out of his room asap.

'Yah Jungkook, when are you going to turn off the live ? I asked calmly enough for Army's not to suspect anything weird about it. 'Why?... I think I will do it a little longer' jungkook responded calmly yet nervously. ' okay then .. call me after you are done' I stated again before standing up going out of his room. 'Why?... for overwatch?' He responded again in confusion . 'Aish he really doesn't get it does he' I murmured softly enough to hear it only by my ears.
So I decided not to go.. heading towards jungkook when jimin was right behind me heading toward the same direction. Ahg this announces me so much , so I can't take it anymore, so I decided to head out Seriously this time . As I looked back one last time, I saw fuckn jimin and jungkook so close to each other's face like they about to swallow each other or something. 'Shit shit shit ! ' yah jungkook stop it now' I stated furiously. 'But why ..?' He answered nervously while looking at me . ' To have a private conversation' I responded firmly, calmly but yet commanding at the same time. After a few seconds he listened to me and stopped.

JK POV

I don't understand Hyung sometimes, he's acting weird if you ask me . I know he doesn't like seeing me and jimin getting too close , but at the same time he tends to get closer with him as well. I mean jimin really does love physical touch a lot but... he lets him do it to him so...why not me? I hate when Hyung reacts like this , it's makes me fell guilty for nothing. Right?