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A pure LIE

JK POV

I never wanted a happy ever after, I knew this was going to be hard...so I was prepared. Now that I actually know how hyung really feels towards me, my heart had  gotten a little bit of ease than before . I can now pretend well than I used to, I can no lie perfectly than before and the most important thing.....i am actually happy too. Right??...

We had some work to do to the office today so the day had gotten a little busy, lucky for me coz I didn't some distraction so I used it as a chance. When we were done, it was around evening so I decided to head to the gym. I became more interested on staying in shape lately so it was the best choice. I worked out for hours before I head to the restroom for a little shower. When i was done, I putted on my mask heading to the 7eleven store for some snacks and banana milk shakes.

It was 12:30 midnight when I got to the apartment. I bet all Hyungs went to sleep coz it was so silent as i took the elevator toward my room. I opened the door to my room only to see an envelope at my door step. So I picked it up, it's weird coz this looks like movies that Taehyung hyung and i used to watch. As I switched on the lights,the  envelope was green... definitely Hyung's favorite color. "Shit why do i have to think about that"..(he murmured) . I took off my mask , my coat and my shoes placing them nicely to their respective place. After I was done I went to my study desk to open it inside. I saw a purple paper in it....purple is my favorite color...."Hyung.." ( he murmured) . I took out the paper which seems as a letter and opened it. It was definitely him.....

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     To jeon jungkook

  YOU DEFINITELY KNOW LETTERS AIN'T MY THING BUT TURNS OUT THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY TO REACH OUT TO YOU. AT WORK WE ARE BUZY , AT HOME YOUR COMING LATE , MY CALLS YOU DONT ANSWER, AND MY MESSAGES YOU DONT REPLY, SO I DECIDED TO BE A LITTLE DRAMATIC.

                     KOOKIE.....I love you .
                           Please believe me.

                                                          Your hyung .❤️
                                                                                              
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'I believe you hyung, I do.' (Sobbing) my heart felt heavy, my mind filled with hyung, i felt so weak , s weird, so guilty, so unlucky. It's my fault I tried complicating things with my heart, it's my fault I thought of him more than we already were, I tried taking advantage of his, but no more....enough is enough. I will stop these feeling from now on hyung and i will make you happy just like how we used to when we were younger.

I got off the chair heading outside my room, my eyes burning red , tears falling through my face , I couldn't handle these feelings anymore, I needed him, i needed him right Now! .As  I opened my door room heading to his....he was right there... waiting for Me??...

TK POV

It's been weeks since kookie and I talked, at work he avoids me, and that kid really knows how to play with my heart. Nothing he does to me is easy to take, and this was one of them. So cliche or not I decided to write him a little letter. I knocked him door twice to notice he didn't come home yet....he wasn't like this before , so I felt as fault but Jimin told me to give him some space as long as he can assure me that he is fine, so I did .
So i decided to slip it inside and wait for him until he arrives . '12:00??.... Shit what's taking him so long to come back home??.' ( he shouted furiously) . So I decided to call jimin . ' Hello!... Tae' . A small voice was head from another line. ' you told me you will keep him safe for me if I give him some fucken space...it's fuckn midnight and he is still not in his room jimin , where the fuck is he ??!' I shouted furiously unable to control it . ' yah have some manners why shouting at me???, besides I asked one of our bodyguards to keep an eye on him since he recently started to go to the gym....fuckn asshole' The call got disconnected. "That little shorty jimin"
(He murmured furiously) . 12:10.......12:15........... 12:20..... "fucken midnight?" ( grinding his teeth in annoyance).....12:25.........ohh shit!!.. he's here , I hid myself at the corner so he wouldn't see me. He looks soo tired, why is he doing this to himself?. As he opened his door, he saw my letter and got in shutting his door from behind.

It took me hours deciding whether I should speak to him or not, oh only god knows how much I miss him. I didn't sleep well for days since we parted . So I decided to give it a shot....as I was about to knock , the door got opened.
'Jungkookie....' I voiced out softly...in a concern. 'Why are you crying kookie?' My heart broke seeing him like this, my voice shaking in concern. As I was about to take his hands and pull him close... he immediately pulled me inside his room .

'Do you really love me hyung.' Jungkook stated softly curious of what his hyung may say, afraid to break his broken heart again. 'Hyung please don't do this to me...am tired hyung i don't ....I don't know....' As he shaking speak I pulled him into my arms, holding his waist tightly while my left hand patting the back of his head. He looks so tired, so lonely, so hurt. I couldn't.  'I love you kookie , I love you, I love you' Tightening the hug to assure him that am here for him...only him.

It was around 10:40 in the morning when my phone woke me up. I looked beside me only to see my kookie hugging me close to him like I will disappear any time soon. 'Hello hyung..!' I answered the call sneakily not to wake kookie up. 'Tae are you with jungkook.?' Hobi hyung asked curiously. ' yes hyung he's with me. Ahh hyung can we have a day off today ? I think jungkookie has been tired lately' I replied hopefully he will agree to my request. ' Sure Tae , and please take care of yourselves okay' Hobi hyung responded with worry and sincere. 'I will hyung , thank you hyung' I replied happily before he disconnect the call.,after I putted my phone on silent  while pulling my kookie closer to me as I dozed off again .

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