─ Relight Love

4.

Nandini's Pov : 

" ab khud hi mujhe thoda samjhdaar hokar, uski life se dur jaana hoga "

I couldn't, I couldn't step on my flight to Bangalore with these exceedingly messed up thoughts and feelings. My mind was out of my sane thinking as I ran out of the airport in a fucking saree as people gawked at me. As much as I love the attention this was awkward, I ran as fast as I could hoping that the bastard didn't just go away leaving me again. Why can't he ever for once fucking stop me and just say everything would be okay? Bada aya bollywood lover kuch kiya toh hai nahi dramatic isne. Fattu! 

I stepped out of the airport and made my way to the outside area in this bustling Delhi Airport in heels this was tiring me to no core, I am not going to leave that man for making me do this typical Bollywood shit. His ego would be freaking satisfied I knew.

" Aryamann " I screamed his name amid the crowd and his eyes immediately met mine and in no time he lunged towards me but I stepped back not making us the talk of the airport by this non required PDA and he gave me a glare and took the suitcase and I followed him giving a sly smile. Cutie toh hai.

As soon as we sat in the car he hugged me tight and i tapped his back while he started sobbing what in the world is he? A baby?

" Why are you crying ? It's not like I have proposed you. " I said while he clearly looked offended by my words and I raised my eyebrows asking him what he was expecting

" What is it then huh ? That's how it happens in movies right, the girl or the boy doesn't board the flight, they kiss and live happily ever after na. " He said with confidence with a feeling of absurdness and i just smiled and ruffled his hairs while he looked down embarrassed by his words as they made no sense like most of the Bollywood movies still we love them. Everything doesn't really needs to make sense Every time I guess.  

" Clearly they don't seem to have careers or their companies to run, but we do. I stayed back to clear all the mixed feelings we have been holding since past 5 years like some lovers in a romance book "

" Shut up! If you have come to say this you should have boarded the flight. " He said cutting me off as he looked angry by the explanation but I knew this was necessary, really necessary for us to move on in life. 

" Okay Mr. Mehta for a minute let's assume i love you, you love me and we decided to get in relationship, kaise krenge huh you live in Surat or in Delhi while I live in Bangalore, I am from a corporate background, You run a startup. You work when you have a new idea, I have to work 24*7 to live the life i want to. If we decided to get married how will be we married, Your mother wants Gujrati Daughter in law who would make theplas for her son, Stay at home, Give kids and take care of them. You think she would let me run my company? The most I can do is run Garba classes in home. My parents, I know they won't be the trouble but me and my sister are their only kids in future there would be time when they would need me, would your mother like it ? I just can't bury my responsibilities just because I am in love or married ? I can't shift to Surat, you can't shift to Bangalore, are you seeing how horrible this is sounding ? I can make the long distance work but would your family let us have that. Our tangents don't meet Aryamann and I know how horrible this is. I have thought about this for so long. I know what will be our end." 

I completed my rant and he clearly looked distressed by all of this and I don't blame him. he moved his hands in the hairs and kept his head on steering wheel as he tried to breathe normally. I rubbed his back and after 5 minutes he finally spoke