Love After Hurt

seek &Destroy

~Azani's POV ~

I fight as hard as I can to get Toby off Me this time I'm not letting him win again.

"Let go mi hand az!" he shouts , but I still try to remain unfazed by his words.

He cups my waist with his strong hands and begins squeezing me, I feel the pain shoot through me. I have no choice but to let up.

He uses the opportunity to grab me by the hem of the leggings I was wearing and threw me to the floor. He smelled of alcohol mixed with weed, which he doesn't smoke .

He lays on top of Me and squeezes my face.

" Az mi love yuh inuh, mi love yuh stop play with mi nuh," he says sadisticly

He proceeds to lick my face from my chin up his his hot breath with alcohol making me almost sick.

"Toby, you're drunk . Please don't hurt mi again. Just let me leave, please, please mi a beg yuh."

"No! No az mi naa mek yuh leff mi and find nobody else, " he shouts in my face.

" weh yuh duh find man a yuh work place az? , mi ago hurt yuh fi dat inuh watch."

He starts to throw painful blows at my neck with his fists , leaving marks along the way . He holds unto my throat and points in my face.

"Az, nobody else, cyaa have yuh inuh , mi will kill dem." He says, making me quiver a little more

He tightens his grip on my neck and I now feel weaker by the second, I slap and kick him hoping he will let me go but he didn't.

Is this really how im going to die God?.

His hands leaves my neck and I gasp for air, he laughs like a complete lunatic in my face. My entire body hurts from all the forceful blows he gave me.

I lay on the ground still trying to get up the strength and I see a bottle of Hennessey lying neat the sofa I quickly reach for the bottle and hit him across his head back.

I don't think twice I grab my purse and key and ran out the door. I got in my car and waste no time go drive out of the yard.

The only thing I can do is cry , crying feels like the only solution I am in pain both physically and emotionally i can't think straight. I don't even care if I'm speeding I just need to get as far away as i can.

I hate him with every fiber of my being.

My palms are sweaty and my eyes are blurry from the crying , making the sterring wheel feel a bit heavy.

I reach over for a napkin from the purse but slam the breaks as I was driving too far into the banks of the road and into a parked truck.

The fucking break naa damn work , God! Why m-...............

                                 ~Toby's POV ~

March 20 , 2024

My head is pounding , my eyes are heavy. What the hell happened?

I can recall the events of Last night but not all as it's a blur , but me and Az  had a fight. What did i do to her?

Mi mess up one too many times , but sometimes she deserves it because i know she did something to me last night.

Looking around, I realize that she's not here , she's gonna come around eventually, I'll just give her a few hours to think.

I need to get rid of this headache and clean up the mess inside this living room.

    2:05 pm -afternoon

Man need fi get a pill because this headache let up at all. I let my assistant fill for me today , cyaa reach dessuh today at all.

Mi need fi call Az right now.

I call her but her phone went straight to voice mail.

I call her again , still no answer.

What the hell.

Dah gyal deh a work pan mi nerves inuh man.

I take my phone up and dial Mark , the only breathren mi keep.

He's a police officer kinda can depend on him for anything.

"Yow bro g ," he hails me from the other side of the phone.

"Deh yah Dawg , want  yuh duh smn fimi inuh , want yuh run Az license plate fimi deh unuh have it already," I say

"Watch yaa watch front dawg," he laughs loudly

"None a dat dawg just duh a ting fimi man," I half chuckle.

" ahh mi a deal wid smn now still suh gimi couple hours. Bout 2," he tells me.

"Ahh thanks bro,".

5:24pm.

How mark nuh call mi back dah bwoy deh a ramp inuh.

Before I could say another work my phone rings.
Selah to shit.

"Yow dawg waam," I greet

" yeah mi duh the thing fi yuh inuh bro  , but hear wah hpn nuh the car right off dawg , old hope road near Mona dessuh, "

Weh him by right off ??

"Weh u mean by right off ?" I asked him

" yeah bro bout 10: 15 last night , mi check wid dem bwoy no death  no report just serious injuries,"

Az car crash ?????..fuck!!!!

"Ahh bro thanks , which hospital thou?" I ask

"Andrews ," he answers.

I hang the phone up not caring to say thanks.

I run to my closet and grab a jeans and white tee with my car keys.

I drive out of the yard and down the strip.