Secrets in the dorm.

Mistakes

Jungkook pov

"Where did you find jimin?!?!" Namjoon said as I sat on his couch eyes puffy from the crying

"Ya, lower your voice! Explain everything guk What happened?" Jin said as he sat next to me, handing me some tea. I have a lot of love for these two. They were the ones who practically raised me growing up. They felt like my real parents when my mom passed.

"Jimin and I have the same dorm room..as we have practically all of our classes together since we're both in performing arts. And we were chosen to do a dance together... " as I explained everything, their looks grew more and more surprised as they comforted me while I sobbed into jins' arms.

"Oh, gukie. You did nothing wrong, kiddo. If jimin leaned in aswell it's because he wanted that kiss as much as you did. But this stuff takes time. He needs time to heal and accept the fact that he still loves you." Jin said as I let small tears fall

"Jungkook, you also have to remember this is your first love. Love always comes and goes you have your whole life to decide who you love." I looked at him as I shook my head

"I tried that hyung trust me before jimin. I tried to find love, you know that. And after I was a wreck, I couldn't even kiss anyone without crying. He's my only love hyung. I thought you would understand that considering you married your only love." I said as namjoon just nodded

"Jungkook namjoon may have married me, but we didn't have such a perfect relationship. We also have our heartbreak." Jin said as I looked at him sniffing

"What?" I said as jin sighed, looking good at namjoon, earning a nod. Jin then lifted his shirt to reveal an almost fade scar across his chest.

"What happened?" I asked as namjoon sighed.

"Remember when I had my awful ptsd from what my father did to me back then?" He said as I nodded

"After meeting jin, it stopped, though, right?" I said as namjoon shook his head.

"About a year into us dating namjoon found his dad again after not seeing him for five years, and it brought his ptsd back. He would wake up in the middle of the night screaming or crying. His dad was sober and doing better, so he tried to get back into namjoons life. The more namjoon met up with his father, the worse he got to the point where I woke up one day to him choking me." Jin said as my eyes grew wide.

"I couldn't handle the abuse that he was doing, and what hurt more was that after he fell out of the trance, he would have this awful guilty look and cry. I ended up giving him an ultimatum it was either therapy or I was leaving him. I ended up going to Australia for a year so he could get figured out." Jin said as I nodded, remembering when he left

"Yea, I remember you leaving." I said as jin nodded.

"I ended up telling my father I couldn't see him anymore and that adequate him grow angry. Turns out he was sober, but he started a new family, but he needed money, and once he found out I was part of the Jeon agency, he thought I would just give him some. He tried to hit me, but I called the police and reported him. I even got a restraining order put out on him." Namjoon said

"And after a year, I came back, and namjoon had been better, but he was still too scared to sleep in the same bed with me. So, for a month or so, he wouldn't show me any affection in fear of hurting me. I got so mad that I literally jumped him and gave him no choice but to make love to me. And only then did he finally sleep in the same bed with me." Jin said as I laughed a little, remembering how jimin loved go cuddle after we made love.

"Yea, I remember how jimin loved to cuddle after we made love. He was always so affectionate with me." I said as jins eyes went wide

"You're not a virgin?...YOU HAD SEX IN high school?!??" Jin suddenly shouted, leaving me with shocked eyes as I realized what I had just said.