Memories :- pain & cure

16. The Questions

Author's POV

It's been a few weeks since the 'incident' of the minister's influencer son. All of them have been busy in their daily routine and some spying in night of the group of those three vixins :- Jagruti, Sushant and Ashish.

And the little prince of mafia was still stuck in that one question of "does she even remember about him or had any doubts? Why didn't she react surprised or shocked when someone said that he was her ex ?" And the boy didn't even get his answers even after trying many times. He somehow always failed at getting his doubts clear from his ex...?

Meanwhile, the other side, the base surrounded by the distressful and negative aura as if it wasn't negative enough. They had a crisis at their hands now. A little war might happen if they don't do anything. Some of their rivals teamed up just to attack on kk's people/buisness.

They needed to do something to atleast survive in absence of their boss. But, not now. They had to wait for their time to be on their side. And this whole crisis, questions and his professional work everything's taking a toll on the said prince.

Since he was never involved in such rivals and gang war nor did he ever heard of one. He never liked it and respecting his choices no one talked to him about these.
And talking about his cousins, all of them chose their own dreams but sravan used to take an interest about these but ever since his father's death he didn't take a glance in the gang.

He neither have ever thought nor was he ever ready for such situations of taking charge of the mafia. Although he was ready for every life and death situation he can ever be. And his endless questions are eating him inside. If only I'd have gone to the college that day. If only I was with her when the accident happened. If only I would have waited for her here and wouldn't have gone to abroad. If only she remembered me. Would that change anything whatever happening in his life ? If only.....

All these if only(s) have only one answer "Jagruti" but she'll never answer or he'll never question her. So eventually he doesn't have any single answer to his if only(s) to convince himself, to convince his heart and to convince his brain to Stop having these questions inside his head which is slowly but surely stirring more the tornadoes of his thoughts which is already circling around in his brain, giving his headache.

But he had another answer his friend or more of less his brother "Sushant". That day he was with her. He knows everything. He knows all the answers to his if only(s) but he refused to answer saying that this is their personal matter and he shouldn't invade in their privacy. Nayan ofcourse respected that even thankful to have such loyal friend for life.

But will he ever find his answers....?

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A/n

Hey guys, it's been a long time since I've written. But here it is. I tried to portray Nayan's feeling of all the situations which is slowly getting inside his head making him crazy by the voices inside his which is always questioning him.

Please comment your thoughts. Take care