Memories :- pain & cure

18. His feelings

They took the underdog to their torture room. She didn't touch him because if she did she'll take out her anger which was filled and craved in her heart and soul. She didn't want her rage to get out of her, she wanted to save it for that certain killer. She wanted to take out her wrath on him, doesn't want to waste it on someone else, so that she can torture him with full of hatred. She bottled up her all negative feelings just to take it out on him.

Ashish was torturing him asking him questions. She was waiting outside hoping that atleast some information could come out of the man. Sushant came and sat beside her. Patting her shoulder to console her raging heart. "Stop thinking useless things." He said stopping her in the middle of her thoughts.

"How long would it take to find him? How can he just disappear without any trace as if he never existed before?" She exclaimed.

"Maybe he has some strong security or a hide out. We'll find him don't worry." He assured her.

"But still-"
"I know someone who can break any type of security system. But do you want to know ? You know him by the way." He interrupted her.

"Are you talking about Nayan our little prince?"

"Yes. He is the best one I've known till now"

"Then talk to him"

"You need to tell him yourself. Yeah, he will ask questions, but if you don't want to answer, you wouldn't anyway. There's some power you have ya know."

She chuckled at his words 'power'. He does have some power as a leader, as the strongest warrior of the mafia king. That always gave her confidence to do anything wants. No one can force her to do anything. Even if he is the prince himself.

"I guess I should start talking about it." She said making the older man shocked. For the first time in five years she was ready to talk about that certain incident which broke her apart, shattered to million pieces that can never molded together again.

"May be that could help me to keep my mind sane." She continued, which made her brother like friend smile filling his chest in pride.

"You should. Maybe it'll really help" he said and she nodded at him.

Ashish came out of the torture room drenched in blood and panting. But he was smiling.

"Why the hell are you smiling? Did he crack some joke while screaming or what?" She asked him making the oldest male laugh.

"Chup kar. I got some news." He said, at which both jagruti and Sushant was in edge.
(Shut up)

"What is it? What did he say?" She asked him holding his hand, not even caring about the blood in his hands.

He smiled and said.....

(I will say later in future)

The next morning she was thinking about the new information which made excited yet confused. She was thinking how to make use of that information.

When Nayan came and sat in front her in her cabin. They had a meeting in a while."why are you in a daze? Is everything okay?" He asked when he noticed she was focused on the wall.

"Yeah, everything is okay" she was still contemplating about asking him help for her personal gain. It wasn't really easy for a woman like her, who never needed anyone's help for a while. Yes they did help her train and make a name in the mafia world. But they did it for her without asking. But no one can just look at your face and knows what goes in your mind right.

"Hey" he greeted

"Hmm"

"Mujhe kuch puchhna tha aapse" he asked with his usual smile and hopeful yet nervous eyes.
(I wanted to aske you something)