I have been staying at tanny hill for a couple of days just to make sure Clara and wheezie were ok. I was chilling on the couch with Clara and wheezie watching my old dances from the show when I heard a nock on the door. I lifter my head up and saw that it was topper. I got up from the couch and opened the door too see what was up. "Hey CJ what up!?" Topper says with a concerned look on his face. " things could be better." I say back to him as I night the inside of my cheek. " well I just wanted to say I am so sorry for what happened with your dad." Topper says as we both hug each other. "Thanks top that really means a lot right now." I say back looking him." I watch topper as he walks back down the steps back to his car. I close the door behind me and sigh as I removed that day and what happened. I set back down on the couch for a couple of minutes then rose comes in the living room to tell us something. "Hey guys there's a video from ward that he wanted you to see. Rose says to us as she bights her lip after her sentence. "Yeah ok we will be in the kitchen in a second." I say sitting up trying not to cry again. A couple moments later when we all get up off the couch to head to the kitchen. Before I even got into the kitchen I heard another nick on the door so I piped my head over to see it was JJ. I almost felt a little bit happier that I saw him he was really the only person I wanted to see after what happened. I walked to the door to open it and see what was up. "Hey Jayj." I say looking at him with a tired tone in my voice. "Hey baby I was just seeing how things were doing." He says with a very calm voice. " you can come in if you want." I say as I move to the side. "Yeah I'll come in for a bit." JJ says back as he steps inside the house. We both walked into the kitchen. "You ready to watch the video CJ?" Rose says looking at me and JJ. "Ready as I'll ever be." I say back to rose as me and JJ walk to the island were the laptop is setup. Rose hits the play button on the video my dad made before he died. As we were watching it I felt sick to my stomach but I felt even more pitiful when in the video my dad say that I can't be with JJ anymore. My heart dropped. Instead of watching the rest of the video I just stormed out. "I can't do this shit no more." I say as I'm storming off slamming the back door behind me. A couple of moments later JJ comes outside to go and find me hyperventilating outside. He pulls me in my arm and gives me a tight warm hug. "Hey listen nothing and I mean absolutely nothing at all can ever keep me away from you." JJ says into my ear. "Let's go back to the chateau." He says as we walk to the Twinkie and driving back home
