Let me Re-write.

10:Family man.

Jungkook p.o.v

I spotted my parents and jin three of them were going out together with a smily face, they looked happy. To increase my surprise my binny also there, what made jin to visit here today suddenly? I must find it out.I huffed out and pinched my nose bridge harder. Once again I messed up. Fuck....fuck....fucking bull shit....he caught me in an unpleasant situation. What will he possibly think of me. Oh jin how come I will face you now, why my this bullshit life becoming harder and harder. My heart almost jumped from my chest ontop of that it stuck in my throat, suffocation, that's all i could feel for the moment. I accused him a betrayer yesterday and now Oh....God.... I wanted the floor swallowed me alive.I like to scream my lungs out,

"Sir your files...."

"Shut up and get the hell out of my office."

I barked at the manager and threw the files. My body shakes in anger, this bullshit was becoming really stressful. I pulled the door aggressively and hit the lift buttons in the same rage.
Jin's stares and the way his face changed in a disgusting way, his looks, body language everything was ripping my head. I drove my car faster as much as I can, there was a tight knot in my throat which made me hard to gulp, to increase my anger the roads were filled by traffic. Damn traffic Jame.

"Shit..."

I pressed the horn harder, My head dropped to the steering wheel, both my shoulders heaved, I sighed and closed my eyes. After yesterday's night I didn't have the nerve to face him. He was right, he called me and even texted me, but I was so careless that I couldn't notice that.

Even though I haven't asked him sorry. when did the great jeon jungkook ask sorry to others, perhaps few times But for how long?  can I  carry this attitude? Do i really being happy? I  smirked,   I don't know what had happened to me? Suddenly i felt  weak, embarrassed about my own damn self and  felt so small infront of Kim seokjin, even I'm ashamed to touch my binny, the feeling of being dirty, the cologne of that bitch was still on me. I ripped my shirt off and threw it to the backseat, wait I paused did that shirt really deserve a place in my wardrobe? Her scent was suffocating. I glared it and threw it to somewhere in the garbage. I can throw the shirt easily but where to throw my self? It was a mere shirt but i am 164 pounds  person!  . I entered into my house.

"Where is jin?"

That was the first thing I asked maria while heaving, her eyes widened to see my disheveled look without a shirt.

"He hasn't returned yet sir."

She said, I clenched my jaw.

"Shit where have he gone?"

I muttered, then went to our room, I walked back and forth to reduce my anger. Anger?? First of all why do I have to be angry at all?  That's because jin wasn't at home when I returned or he saw me with that bitch.. what in case jin decided to break the agreement. No....I'm not ready to leave my son, no.....not even in my dreams.My mind will blast soon if I continue to think like this, someone knocked the door.

"Come in."

I thought it was jin, but Maria came inside.

"WHAT??"

I asked, almost yelled as I was disappointed.

"Sir jin's clothes, seems like it will rain soon he washed his clothes today Sir."

I nodded and pointed the bed,

"Keep it aside."

I went to balcony then came inside, again I walked to balcony then came inside. I sighed out of frustration and sank myself into the bed, accidentally my fingers made a contact with jin's clothes. I caressed it.I don't know what I thought suddenly I went straight to the wardrobe and  picked a random shirt of jin, I smelled it...his scent,his perfume which belongs to him. Usually he smells like this.