Let me Re-write.

07:Jeon soobin

Jin p.o.v

It's 3 in the evening, I put binny's favourite pillow near him to cuddle without disturbing him I came out from the bed. I stretched my body and opened the balcony windows.
"Sir you want coffee or tea?"
Maria asked, I stared at outside and let out a small yawn.
"Thank you, I can prepare it by myself."
"If you don't mind I can make it from your ingredients."
I smiled at her with understandment, so I said ok for a tea.

I went back yard to collect my clothes which I washed earlier, yesterday I washed binny's clothes and today mine, actually I didn't plane to do my laundry but I had more spare time today as I didn't cook for me. There were leftover food from yesterday. Mom said she prepared a lot so I can refrigerate it and ate it for lunch.

the weather seems really nice. I always like to spend my free time in the garden, usually i come here at the evenings, when i lived with mr.jeon. sometimes he workouts here.

he has a beautiful garden with lot of flowers and bushes. He even exported some unique flowers to grow in his garden. No wonder he likes nature and art like his mom but how come a nature lover can be rude indeed he is a good person to others but not for me. He didn't show any of his good qualities for me. He firmly believed that i'm a gold digger behind his money and never ready to hear my side. Even though I don't like him I hope he will treat me good atleast. so that someday in future we can live a good life together. That's how mom and my dad told me.

I trusted them blindly, their words but hurt and disappointment were the only things I gained. I couldn't forget the day he brought a sex worker to our home.
I thought I healed from the past events but staying at the same house again, the same room every part of this house had a bad, sad, miserable experience for me. Almost one and half years of life with Mr.jeon was a hell life.

Nothing change as much as from the past, Mr jeon treats soobin well which doesn't mean I'm his husband, I'm always the same gold digger who purposefully did everything. He even said i'm a lowly creature who can do anything for money, i gave my best, i tried super hard to build my career but he said i slept with the director and team leader......well.....Every day I pray to god one thing like,

"Don't make my life depends on Mr.jeon. I have had enough after marrying him."

He makeout with others infront of me, he didn't care about me either, my health and my feelings. Never he spoke with me for a good five minutes, he accused that I destroyed his life and blam me for everything. If he opens his mouth infront of me it was only to blame and curse. He barely visited home alone, he always bring someone to pleasure him and always threatened me that no one could know about our relationship. So he dismissed all the servants in our home and I had to do all the house chores alone and go to office with a smily face tomorrow, like nothing happens.

The saddest part was he didn't allow me to talk to my dad or his parents, that time his parents were in America for some reasons. he acted lovey dovey infront of them especially, he showed he was the perfect example for husband material which hurt me the most. He was so cruel in my case, never he picked up me after late night shifts, i should go home all by myself and god only knew how I tried to protect my self from the perverts.
Mr.jeon was doctorate in protecting his prestige and no one in his circle knows what was happening for me. To us....

"Sir.."

A voice pulled me back to earth. It was maria who stood there with a cup.

"Your tea sir."

She placed it on the table.

"Oh you came straight to the garden, Thank you."

I whispered with a tiny smile.