Jungkook p.o.v
I turned to the otherside, my body ached, each and every small movement was sending ripples of pain coursing through my limbs. The air felt thick, pressing against my chest, making every breath a conscious effort. I could hear my baby's giggles and jin's voice, cooing soobin. Both my eyes were burning and my breathe felt extremely hot. HonestlyI felt weak and dizzy.
With my trembling fingers, I reached for the water bottle placed on the night stand. It needed some more effort to reach it, damn my body felt heavy against my own skin and I couldn't even lift the water bottle, what was happening jungkook? I asked myself.
Yesterday's memories were still vivid, I came home after 4 or 5 at morning i guess , and saw jin was still awake. I will be glad if he waits for me, stupid jungkook you can't expect that from seokjin. I sighed and stood up from my place, with a heavy head and aching body I walked towards the washroom for cleaning up myself.
"Baby...say moo moo..."
Jin asked,
"Muu...muuh...."
Binny tried to copy the sound,
"Very good my baby, cow says moo moo ... binny say moo moo."
Jin encouraged him to say it one more time and my precious baby said that with his baby voice and got kisses from his appa.
"My clever baby, my squishy pumpkin, appa's marshmallow, tasty muffins, cutie pie...soobinny....appa wants to nom nom you baby...nom..nom...nom.."
Soobin giggled and made some happy noises, which made me to smile. my stomach growled which lead me straight to the table, silently watching my son and seokjin spending their time playfully, meanwhile waiting for maria to serve me my breakfast. My tongue and throat craved for something hot and light.
"Awpa...pah..."
Soobin pointed me which caused seokjin to turn in my direction. I waved a small 'hi'to my baby, he smiled back. I looked at seokjin but as usual he didn't give a shit about me. Well, my eyes searched for maria but the woman was nowhere to be seen.
"Jin where is maria?"
Finally I asked, he gave me a wired look.
"She went home."
Briefly he answered and turned his face so i couldn't see his reaction properly, my brow raised, why she went home?
"HOME? WHY?"
"Her mom is not...."
Oh god now it was clear, I was battling with my own thoughts about what mom said about me and jin and that time maria approached me regarding few days leave for her, out of my mind I just nodded my head without thinking anything. Now where should I go for the food, damn sure stubborn Kim seokjin will never ever gonna cook for me. Even if I ask him he will say
"I'm not your servant Mr.jeon, you can simply go outside and eat whatever food you want or you have a big kitchen in your home right? Cook by yourself. "
Why to ask him? If I already know his answer. I'm not sure whether I can cook or go out for eating with this body condition. If I order something for sure it will gonna worse my health state more. Better to sleep, my mind advised me and I took it. With a "mm" like jin I returned back to my room. Jin never stopped me neither ask anything regarding my breakfast. That's okay, as I already decided to work on our relationship, not minding his cold behavior at all. I should make seokjin stay no matter what so that I can be with my baby. May be,.... May be not, in case in future if a situation arrives I will be okay with letting go of jin only our relationship will not workout, but not my kid. I will rather die if he calls some random stranger dad.
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Fiksi PenggemarJungkook : Jin I'm tired with you, your appa passed away when you were a child, and your dad raised you alone. You know the struggles of a single parent and longingness of a child. Do you want our binny to feel that? Jin: Who asked for his care? Did...
