My Safest Place | Taegyu

chapter 18 : untold truth

" ya kang taehyun"

"hmmm? "

"is it true? "

"what? "

"wait, I haven't finished talking yet.. back to the question.. is it true that you're actually gay? "

taehyun choked on his water hearing those question from beomgyu. did mr kang tell him that? how did beomgyu know?

"wait-what? h-how- "

"I overheard.. sorry.. I overheard your conversation with mr kang the other day and I heard him talking about him being a homophobic and you being gay and stuff like that.. so.. is it true? "

"do you not want to be my friends anymore hyung? why? is it so disgusting to be gay? why are people so judgemental.. what's so wrong with loving the same gender. love is love.. it is a feeling and you can't change to who that feeling for and - "

"taehyun taehyun .. breath in.. calm down.. chill relax.. why are you being like this? why are panicking? I'm just asking. "

taehyun was getting emotional.. tears flowing a river.. minds occupied with thoughts about beomgyu leaving him.

"you're gonna leave me isn't it?"

"no no taehyun.. I was just asking if it's true and that's it.. I have zero intentions to judge you or whatever it is.. so calm down.. no matter what you are, you're still my friend"

"I'm afraid beomgyu.. I'm terrified to tell you all this time because I thought I'm gonna lose you.. I don't want to lose you again, I don't want to go through that depressive episode again.. I love you hyu- ...I- I love you as my best friend..hyung "

"you and your stupid feelings.. so it's true that you're locking yourself because you thought you lose me? "

"wh-what? "

"now stop acting dumb taehyun.. I've know everthing from the very first page. the second night when you told me everything, I heard every single words of yours clearly.. you must have thought I was asleep but no.. I'm still awake..just closing my eyes.."

"hyung I'm so-"

"aren't you tired? of apologizing? I'm tired to hear you keep apologize.. you're so stupid taehyun.. you should've just told me the truth.. why are you even hurting yourself"

"but hyung I thought you're - "

"philophobia? yeah I am.. but not anymore since you came into my life taehyun.. and if you're smart enough to notice this, I've been giving you multiple hints about me liking you back but as expected, you're stupid.."

"then why are you telling me this now.. why not the day after the second night? "

"well I still haven't realise my feelings yet.. so apologies for that.. I just don't want to ruin our friendship cause you know, I've started to feel comfortable with you.. little did I know I've fallen in love with the man who stole my virginity after the first meeting"

"hyung.. I though I'm never meeting you again.. I thought I'm gonna lose you..I'm so scared at the thought of me without you in my life.. "

"that's it taehyun.. stop getting emotional.. isn't this good news.. so cheer up..but I think I don't love you anymore"

"what-why? "

"well, you haven't even propose properly.. I'm so tired of waiting.. "

taehyun chuckled.. beomgyu grinning from ears to ears.. face turning into tomato..

"choi beomgyu, will you be my husba-"

"yes I will! " beomgyu excitedly reply cutting taehyun's sentence..

taehyun smiled.. he pull beomgyu into a hug.. the older fits perfectly in his arms.. taehyun kiss beomgyu's forehead which then he receive pout in returned..

"hmm? what's wrong pretty boy? "

gosh, that nickname brings so much memories..

"that's not where you're supposed to kiss"

taehyun chuckled.. he then pull beomgyu head making the noses touch. warm breaths slapping their cheeks making each other blushing so hard..

after all things happened, fate has finally uniting two souls who love each others..

two lips were finally connected.. it's not their first kiss.. but it's definitely their first kiss which is full of love instead of lust..

"I love you beomgyu"

to be continue...