Sturniolo Triplets Oneshots/Sickfics

Nick - Distance

Request from @heartstopper8686

I feel like this one is going to be pretty short cuz I don't have a lot of ideas or motivation for it. Bear with me.

TW. Ummm. Idk. Overthinking, Anxiety, Pepsi, Fluff, SadNick, idk random sht.

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Nick had anxiety. Well, all of them has anxiety, I suppose. 

Sorry, restart.

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All he triplets had anxiety, Matt had it worse off, but it wasn't news that they all had it. Matt's anxiety caused everything that would happen to a person who had anxiety....happen. Chris's anxiety would cause him to have slight panic attacks and meltdowns. And Nick's anxiety would only cause him to overthink. Sometimes it got so bad he would have a little panic attack, but that rarely happened. 

Matt had his brothers to help him, Chris had music and his brothers to help him and Nick....well, Nick didn't tell anybody. His brothers didn't know, his friends didn't know, heck, even his parents didn't know. 

He was the oldest (besides Justin), of course he felt like he had to deal with everything on his own. If anyone asked what was up because he was acting off, he would just reply that he was tired. 

Matt and Chris were gone out today. They left when Nick was still asleep. They hadn't even left him a note, he thought. He shrugged it off, thinking maybe they just thought he was tired and let him sleep.

He decided to sleep in this morning as he only fell asleep at 4 in the morning. His brain was constantly overworking and overthinking and although it was only Tuesday, he knew this week was going to bad. 

Nick walked into the kitchen after brushing his teeth and getting ready. He grabbed his Dr. Pepper from the fridge and sipped lightly on it. He wasn't too hungry, his tiredness taking his appetite. 

He was scrolling through his liked tiktoks, he wanted that to be their newest video idea. 

(Pretend it is not friday tmr. Nick's were so crazy weird. Not in a hate way, idk. I just found them crazy.)

A notification popped up on his phone from the latest video he posted. 

Stromboliiiiiiluv_3- Chris looks so uncomfortable around Nick. I don't know why. Nick just gets annoying sometimes. His brothers clearly hate him. No hate, just saying.

Combined with his mind the past couple days, this comment didn't help. He was constantly overthinking. 

Did they leave because they hated me? They didn't even ask or tell me? They defenitely hate me. Oh God, what if everyone hates me. I should just not talk to them. Maybe it'll all be better if I stop annoying them. I hate myself. 

Nick's mind was racing. He took deep thoughts to calm himself, but it was still in the back of his mind. He sat on the couch and started filming a video for his own YouTube channel. But the thoughts nagging his mind made it hard to concentrate. He kept scrapping them and restarting. Eventually, he got a decent one and saved it. It was almost lunch time, and although not hungry much, he still went to cook something quick up.