[ARCHIVE] Phighting shit!!! [fanfics, fluff, smut & more!]

📚🔪💊 Heartbeat

Word count: 1667
Before we get into all of this, I want to give a few brief disclaimers.

1) Don't come after me if this chapter triggered you. READ THE WARNINGS.

THE CONTENT WARNINGS FOR THIS CHAPTER INCLUDE:
-Depression
-Animal de@th (somewhat graphic description of it)
-Attempting
-Flashbacks
-Swearing
-Blood/Selfh@rm
-Violence

If any of these mentioned above triggers you, please click off the chapter for your own wellbeing. I am not responsible for anything that happens if you pursue with reading after I've warned you.

NOTE: it's currently 7 am, i began writing this at liek 6:50 am lmao
YALL IN FOR A TREAAAT
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It was a chilly autumn afternoon, Hyperlaser layed on his bed.

He wondered.

Why did he do what he did? Why would he kill?... For money, ofcourse.. but... He began to hate himself for it. I mean, he already hated himself, so it wouldn't be a big deal, right?

He sat up and sighed heavily. I'm a horrible man. With a horrible past. And even more horrible actions. He thought to himself.

In the last few months, he'd been hit by a wave of depression. Worse than he already experienced, sure, but he wondered when it'd pass. He usually was never this close to rock bottom. Even when he'd 'slip', he'd get back up.

Was this the karmic debt paying off? (wink wink nudge nudge)

He sat and wondered. He didn't have any demons to haunt him, unlike Subspace, who had many. He didn't fear anyone or anything, except, maybe, loneliness.

But what happened to Princess?

He hated having flashbacks of that moment. He hated remembering.

° ° "Subspace, are you there?" Hyperlaser looked throughout the somewhat empty lab. He heard cries and meow. He recognized them.

The cries seem afraid. Hyperlaser heard a rather twisted chuckle.

"Subspace. Are. You. There?" He called out again. "For fucks sake, answer me!" Hyperlaser made his way through the empty desks. He swore he saw a glimpse of that iconic pink crystal glow.

He heard a terrified, pain filled yowl, and skin tearing.

Hyperlaser froze.

He heard another fainter cry, and another disgusting noise, skin being torn. He hated that sound. He wished he could forget he'd ever heard it.

Hyperlaser ran through the lab desks, and finally found Subspace, who got up slowly, warm scarlet blood on his claws.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Hyperlaser yelled. "WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY- WHAT DID MY CAT DO TO YOU? WHAT DID PRINCESS DO TO YOU?!" His initial response was to yell, as he crouched at the torn up body, laying in a puddle of warm scarlet blood...

"Seriously Subspace, I knew you were fucked in the head, but this is seriously too far!"

... ° °

The rest of the memory vanished. Hyperlaser can't remember what else happened. He was so.... so blinded by rage.... All he knows is that he would kill Subspace the second he had the chance to.

He looked at the blood stained pink collar which layed on his windowsill, next to a picture of Princess.

Hyperlaser slowly got up and went to the bathroom. He was so frustrated, so mad, he didn't know what to do. On who to lash out...
On himself.