Past Reflections

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Billie Eilish x Reneé Rapp

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Billie's POV

I sat alone in my dimly lit recording studio, the soft melody of my latest project playing in the background. The studio, usually my sanctuary, felt like a cage tonight. My relationship with Odessa had been increasingly strained, our arguments a recurring theme that left me feeling isolated and emotionally drained. The studio's ambiance, with its muted lights and the air conditioner's hum, offered little comfort.

The most recent argument with Odessa was particularly devastating and intense. During dinner, our conversation quickly spiraled out of control. We went from a state of complete normality to disorderliness.

"You never listen to me, Odessa!" I yelled, my frustration palpable. "Every time we talk, you brush aside my feelings like they don't matter!"

Odessa's face reddened with frustration. "I'm tired of you always bringing that up, Billie! Every time you talk about your feelings, you wind up talking about the times I cheated on you! As if you're little miss perfect! We're trying to move forward, but you keep dragging us back into old issues!"

Our voices rose, our argument growing more heated with each passing minute. Eventually, I stormed out, my mind a whirlwind of anger and confusion. In my solitude, I found myself reflecting on my current relationship. Was I happy? Was I willing to continue with this? I was also starting to reflect on other past relationships and, for a moment, considered calling a certain blonde I was involved with in the past. Suddenly, my ringtone interrupted my deep thoughts. I was surprised to see who the call was from. It was the blonde I was just thinking of. It was Renee.

"Hey," I answered, my voice soft despite my turmoil. "Billie here."

"Hey," Renee replied, her voice steady but troubled. "I'm sorry for calling so late. I just... I need someone to talk to. It's been a rough evening."

"Don't apologize," I said softly. "I'm here for you, you know that. What happened?"

"Well," she hesitated for a moment before speaking. "Towa and I had another argument. It started over something small but quickly escalated. I'm so tired of this constant fighting."

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