Chapter Eleven: Red

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Emma's POV:

I didn't know where to go. I couldn't go back to the inn. Amanda is there. i can't even look at her right now. She didn't even see it. What she was doing. I still can't believe that she didn't notice me not hanging out with Zayn anymore. I'm just lucky i had Nikki to get me through the break up.

I sat down on the sidewalk up against the wall. I shut my eyes to prevent the tears from falling out.

"Emma? What's wrong?" i heard a fimilar voice say. I opened my eyes and looked up. I Zayn towering over me.

"Like you give a shit about me." i muttered.

"Emma i care about you a lot." Zayn said.

"That's a seriously funny joke." i said and faked laughing. I got up from my spot and started to walk down the street.

"Wait, Emma!" I heard Zayn say. I kept walking, not looking back. I felt fingers wrap around my wrist. I turned around quickly and got ready to punch until i saw it was Zayn.

"Let go of me." i spat at him and yanked my wrist out of his grip.

"What the hell do you want?" i asked him harshly.

"What's the matter?" Zayn asked again.

"My friggin life! Now can i go, please?" i asked harshly again, but whispered the last part.

"What about your life?" Zayn stopped, thinking, then continued, "please don't commit suicide?"

"What? I'm not going to take my life away just because my friend doesn't keep up with my life anymore. She doesn't even know that you and i broke up! Well, she didn't! Oh and she didn't even know me and you friggin had sex" i went on about what Amanda did, not caring i was letting my emotions out to Zayn, the guy who broke my heart. When i finished talking i felt Zayn's thump run across my cheek.

"Don't cry."

"I'm not crying."

"Yeah, you are."

i ran my hand over my cheek and sure enough i had cried. I just needed someone to make me feel better. I needed someone, anyone. Zayn pulled me into a hug, wrapping his hand around my waist, pulling me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"It's ok. Everything is fine. I'm here. I'm here."

Suddenly my angry returned and i pushed him off of me, "you left me! You broke up with me over a friggin text message!" i turned around and ran down the street, crying.

I stopped crying eventually and was totally and completely lost. I started to turn in every direction looking for a police or something.

"i'm screwed." i said running a hand through my hair.

"Dammit which way did i run from!" i said to myself. I walked one way for a minute, then i went the other for a minute looking for a cop to help. I heard whistling and then a man turn a corner. He looks like a cop. I ran up to him.

"Please help i'm lost." i pleaded.

"Alright where is your home i'll take you there." the man said (A/N: haha Julie strikes again! If you don't get it i wrote i'll take you there as in the lyrics of kiss you when Zayn sings 'Baby i'll take you there, take you there, baby i'll take you there)

"Oh my God thank you! I'm staying in the Shuckton Inn"

"Alright c'mon get into my car"

"Wait are you a cop?"

"Uh, yeah."

"ok, good" i got into the car and for a while we drove in silence.

"So what's your name?"

"Emma. What is your name?"

"Officer Edward."

"Cool"

Officer Edward drove down the street for a little while. I noticed the Shuckton Inn come into veiw. He drove down and dropped me off.

"Have a good day and don't wonder the streets alone and streets you aren't fimilar with."

"Will do." i said getting out and walking up to the door. I got into the elevator and hit the button for floor 3.

I unlocked the door, walked in, slammed it shut glanced on the couch and saw Zayn and Amanda sitting there looking at me with relief, but i didn't stop. I kept going and slammed the door shut. I jumped on my bed and fell asleep in my clothes.

Zayn's POV:

"Why did you break up?" Amanda asked me.

"Because of stupid managment! You and Nikki are next. Paul is making them and he made me." i said truthfully.

"Oh" Amanda whipped out her phone and texted someone. I'm asuming Niall or Emma.

Amanda's POV:

"I'm a mess Niall!" i complained as i cried into Niall's chest.

"Amanda, i have to tell you something." the break up was coming.

"Y-Yeah?"

"If you are going to put me in front of your friends, and not think about them at all then maybe i'm just not the guy. I-I'm b-breaking up with y-you."

My heart is offically broken, "What?"

"i'm sorry-"

i inturrupted him, "Leave Niall Horan! I never want to see your damn face again!"

i ran into the bathroom, slammed and locked my door. I heard footsteps and then Niall shout,

"Amanda! I'm sorry! I just don't want to come in between you guys."

I slammed my fist on the door.

"Get the hell out of my apartment! I hate you Niall Horan! I can't believe you! I never want to see your face ever friggin again and i never want to hear your voice ever again!" i yelled at him.

"I'm sorry Amanda and I love you." Niall whispered loud enough for me to hear.

I heard footsteps and then a door open and close. I stayed in the bathroom for a long time. I came out and walked passed the kitchen which held knives. I grapped a knife and walked back into the bathroom.

I looked at my skin on my arm and then back at myself. I decided to say out loud why i'm doing this.

"Niall lied to me. It was mangement and he told me a lie. He didn't try to withstand Paul. My life is a mess. My friends hate me and can't stand me."

I touched the tip of the knife to my skin and pressed down. I saw my own red blood ooze out of the new wound. I streched the cut from one side of my wrist to the other.

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Sorry it is so short. One vote, one comment!!

1) Amanda is cutting

2) What will Niall's reaction be?

-Julie!!!

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