Summer...Tragedy? ~One Direction Fan Fiction~ *In Editing*

Chapter Thirteen: Kiss

Amanda's POV:

I slid my key card into the lock at my dorm room. I walked in sulking, dragging my light blue North Face behind me. I dropped my books, binders, calculator, and phone on my bed which was covered in a blue comforter with tiny, sea green flowers spread out around the heavy blanket. I sighed and fell on my bed next to my stuff. Collage didn't and will never drag me out of depression nor did it help me forget about my one true love. Niall.

"What's wrong with you?" My dorm roommate and friend, Katarina (or Kat), asked me, worriedly.

"Two words; my life." I sat up looking at her, crossing over the room to me. She sat down next to me.

"Why?"

"I already told you," I said.

"Oh yeah your whole One Direction drama."

"Yeah so anyway what did you get on Mr. Peeking's text?"

"Well, I guess I did pretty good. I got an eighty-nine."

"Oh my Gosh! We're twins! I got an eighty-nine!" I said excitingly.

"No."

"Yes."

"We are not twins."

"I think we are." I said. Kat raised her eyebrows at me.

"Hey, I think you should go to the hospital. A mental hospital."

"Uh!" I said and I placed my hand over my heart, "did you just hear that crack? That was my heart breaking. Tell my mother I love-" I fell on my bed, pretending to be dead.

"Ok, time to call that mental hospital a few blocks away." Kat said. I heard her get up and walk somewhere. I sat up and opened my binder and got out my Math homework and began. If the mental hospital was going to take me away, let it take me away after my math homework is finished.

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I closed my Science book. I glanced at the time. 1:30. I decided to be nice and not shout out my enthusiasm so I quietly whispered to myself a congratulations. I put my binders and books into my book bag along with my pencil case and calculator. I opened my covers and crawled underneath them, letting the fabric cover my shivering body. I closed my eyes and I instantly remembered the time Niall slept in my bed with me for the first time. I missed him so much. I missed Emma and Nikki. I wish me, Emma, Nikki, Kat, and Alex, my other roommate, could be friends. I guess things don't go the selfish bitch's way. I closed my eyes and another memory came into play. It was when me and Niall were medaling to get Zayn and Emma together. We hid in my bedroom in the Shuckton Inn, room three floor seventeen. I was on top of him, kissing him. Things got intense, but I stopped it before things went to far. I sighed and opened my eyes, feeling a lone tear drip down from the corner of my eye, disappearing into my, wavy blond hair.

"I need him."

I grabbed my phone and opened it to Twitter. I scrolled down. Niall, Zayn and Liam haven't tweeted in awhile. Well, Liam is but they are only one word. Not his usual happy self. I felt another tear drip down. I can't believe I did this. I clicked on Liam's Twitter and directed a message to him. I typed a bunch of things, but erased everything. I finally decided to go with;

'I'm sorry'

I typed it again and sent it to him. He probably gets a bunch of direct messages so what is the chance of him finding mine. I put my phone back on my side table and shut my eyes. I was drifting off to sleep when I heard a buzz come from my phone. I opened my eyes and grabbed it. I looked at it. It was a notification from Twitter. Liam replied to my direct message. It read;