The Weekend

Career Day

Fuck.

I feel my body just freeze, i can hear simon beside me and i just cant move. My brother just saw me with a boy. Im completely  numb right now. I don't feel like myself. i see Simon get off the bed and put his clothes on and leave. I just sit in my bed. I wrap my covers over me, covering me all the way and i fall asleep, maybe its a dream.

Simon POV

Tears are going down my face.. I'm walking away from the school. Wille told me to leave, he just looked straight at me and told me to leave. my mom comes to pick me up and she just hugs, she knows to ask me later what's wrong. i sit quiet in the car as we drive home. i get out and go shower right away, something was different about him, cold. I let the water just hit my body and my skin. I get out, brush my teeth, put my hair in a silk head cap, do my face care, I go to my bed and lay down. I look up my ceiling and tears are coming out of my eyes again.. i put my covers on and fall asleep.

I wake up dreading the day.. i know its not the same. The bus ride to the school was stressful as someone was yelling at this girl for texting this guy.I got no messages which is why i know something is wrong but im going to protect my feelings. I think im going to skip breakfast because im not ready for that , I sit outside on the fountain and listen to the song we are doing in choir , that way i can sing it as powerful.

I get to class early to get a sit, i start writing my stuff for class, we have a essay due soon so i want to distract me. i feel someone sit by me, i don't look to see who it is. I just look at my paper and write . the teacher comes in the room and starts the lesson. I need to just look up and face it, if its him then just relax, if it not..im going to be sick. i lift my eyes and its my sister.

"are you okay" she asked me. I wonder if she sat by me before he came in or was he already sitting somewhere else.

"yeah" i say

I look around the classroom and i don't see him. omg..so i freaked out for no fucking reason...i finally relax. i kinda stupid.. fuck i have two more classes ill be feelin this.. its going to be a long day. Once this class ends , i go outside to get some air. i go to the fountain, and i listen to the song again. i feel somebody come up to me and i look up, its Erik. i pull my headphones out. He sits by me and turns toward me with his legs crossed and hands in his lap. i sit still.

"so what's a twink like you tying to do with my brother? He is serious.

"what did you just call me? i say

"oh come on.. you twinks are all the same.. you just want be be fucked by royals to feel like you have purpose in life" he says

"okay for one, I'm not a "twink" for your information" i say standing up

"your acting like one ,i mean if you wanted a real royal.. you just could have ask" he comes close to me "i could fuck you better anyways" he whispers in my ear.

Whoa...wait..what??!! Im honestly shocked.. did he just say that?????

"think about it ..see ya later twink" he smiles and leaves. im honestly just stuck in the spot he left me and i look at my watch.. omg im late as fuck.. i get to class and everybody is staring at me, i got sit in the seat that's the only one empty, i pull out my supplies and start writing what's on the board.

"where the hell were you?" he askes me. my body tensed up and i look, i see wille looking at me mad. how dare he be mad at me.

"busy" i say, oh hell no I'm not having this brother get to me to. I keep my head down the whole time.

Its lunch time and i go straight ahead, i go sit in the middle again. everybody comes and in , i look down at the third years and erik winks at me. I look back down and see wille look between me and erik. omg .. nope i cant.