The Weekend

Graduation (The End)

I wake up next morning..i get out of my bed and slug my ways to my sink.. my eyes are bloodshot..i didn't sleep that much last night..i cried all last night.. we have a huge test today..i need to get myself back up and confident. I grab my supplies and go into the bathroom. Go pee and go to the sink like normal.. he comes in and goes into the stall not even looking at me. now its back to how it use to be. The second year.. great. Ethen comes into the bathroom and goes to the sink. he comes out the stall and and leaves right away not even looking at me.

"hey Simon..i know its not my place but I'm sorry  about last night ...you and Wilhelm" he says

my eyes start to water and i grab my stuff and leave , I go into my room and cry in my bed..i wish i could stay here in my bed all day but i cant. its the last week... please make this go fast please.. I cant do this again.

I go to breakfast and eat the food there ..i can tell everybody is staring at me.. i look up and they all looked down. i cant stand it here and i go outside to the fountain..where i use to come when i was alone... Henry comes to me and hug me tight..

"I'm so sorry Simon.. I'm so sorry " Henry holds me while i cry into his shoulder.

I go to English class and sit in the back by myself , Henry comes to sit with me. he comes in and sits in a empty seat. of course that bitch Felice comes in and sits right next to him.. when will she get the message hes not in to her! .. i see her talk to him and he lets her sit next to him.. I feel my anger in my body.. cant....do this fucking again..

"Simon are you okay? Henry says

I see Felice look around, she looks at me and smiles

I scoot out of my seat and leave the classroom. I cant ..I feel my anger boiling in me. I go into the music room and sing a song. I dance around the room and sing. the song is  beauitful and i felt tears down my face. I turn around and see Derik standing there and i jump and wipe my face.

"Derik you fucking scared me.. like why didn't you say something? i ask

"whoa Simon i was just enjoying the show." he says

"look i really don't want to deal with you today okay..im not in the mood "I say

"Simon come on.. i know your heartbroken but i can make you feel better and we could make him regret it" he says

"I just want to move on Derik.. i don't wanna play games.. i did that and it didn't turn out good so" i say sitting down sad

"Simon come on.. just hang out with me.. i could be fun" he says

"I'm not going to do anything.. like if you try to touch me or kiss me ..im done..i don't want that" i say 

"fine i promise"

"fine..but derik..im serious. Like I'm done if u try "I say being serious

i go to my special class and sit down , i take out my stuff, and start writing. i feel him come next to me.. i don't even want to look at him..

I see Felice come up to us and she looks at me, so willie would you like to hang out soon? i wait for his answer.. i swear...

"maybe" he says

I just pay attention to the teacher and just want this class to end already.. please..

The bell rings, i rush out and go to choir.

"okay third years you graduate in a week! so we are going to do a special  songs. "locked out of heaven and titanium, ill be having some people doing solos for locked out of heaven and titanium Simon find a duo, or trio.