first year of highschool (kms diary)

SECOND PROLOLGUE BECAUSE WATTPAD'S A BITCH / talking abt old hoes mainly <3

NO BECAUSE WHY DOES IT NOT SAVE IVE BEEN TRYING FOR LIKE THE PAST DAY I WROTE A SHIT TON OF STUFF ON THE PROLOGUE AND I STILL HAVE A SHIT TON TO SAY AND ITS NOT SAVING LIKE I CLICKED SAVE RIGHT AND THEN PREVIEW AND ITS NOT THERE LIKE  I THOUGHT IT WAS WORKING I LITERALLY MADE A NEW PROLGOUE CHAPTER AND ITS NOT WORKING LIKE WATTPAD GET UR SHIT TOGETHER IM SO 

ok anyway. i forgot what i wrote there all i remember is writing about how my brother's friend ordered him another sex toy from amazon and how he destroyed that shit yesterday and how i woke up at 10 but actually got up at like 2:20pm i fell back asleep actually and my brother ordered popeyes like the fat fuckpig he is<3 this shit better save im copy n pasting jst incase

anyway yeah i kind of forgot what i was gonna write like i know i have a lot to say buttt i forgor

uh i hear my brother snoring lmfao it's literally only 4:45pm oh yeah also is it normal for ur brother to be moaning so much? like this bitchass has a PROBLEM

oh yeah so there's this orientation for school on like august 27th or 28th i forgot. basically gonna get a mentor or something and she's(yeah it's a girl) gonna like tell me all abt the shit fuckery that's gonna go down during the school year and i'm gonna get my schedule or something. ok so here's the thing all of the annoying ass popular white kids from my middle school are going to the same highschool as me. my dumbass thought nobody was going to my school and i thought everyone was going to the other highschool people go to. like either way, i'm fucked cuz there's annoying ppl everywhere and anywhere i go i'm gonna need to deal with them. like srsly my life is a survival game at this point. and i'm gonna need to see all their fuckfaces on orientation like bitch stfu

oh and there's this girl i used to b like close friends with(calling her emo white) in grade 7 and in grade 8 we got put into different homerooms BUTTT THEN ONE DAY this wasn't even that long ago i think it was like at may or june or something me and madelyn stalked her "secret" tiktok acc where she posted emo vents and stuff abt her bf and other anime shit. now the reason why all of these were so surprising is bcz they were so ooc for her n ig that's why she wanted it to b priv but the thing is the tt acc wasn't even priv it was fucking public and then she got mad at me for stalking it like bitch why is it on public then?? IF IT'S PUBLIC THEN PPL WHO KNOW U R GONNA FIND IT AND WATCH UR VIDEOS, THAT'S JUST HOW PEOPLE ARE?? ALSO WHY IS THIS GIRL ACTING LIKE SHE DOESN'T STALK PEOPLE TOO. AND SHE DEADASS TRIED TO LIE TO MY OTHER FRIEND(calling her banana) SAYING THAT IT'S AN ACCOUNT WHERE SHE SHARES WITH HER "FRIENDS" AND THAT THE EMO STUFF SHE POSTED ARENT BY HER LIKE BITCH BE FR SHE USED THIS LIE ON HER MOM IN 7TH GRADE WHEN HER MOM FOUND OUT ABT HER ACC TOO LMFAOO 

she also thinks she's such a good liar and manipulator too while she's at it like honey plz stop it's ac embarrassing. especially after she accepted my follow request on my ghost account to stalk her bcz she blocked me lmfao i actually was not expecting her to accept it after we found out abt her so called secret acc thought she was smarter than that but ig not<3 how ik she's mad at me is bcz banana told me like apparently she said i can't mind my own business or sum like ok bitch calm ur tits jst say ur embarrassed. 

but anyway my point is SHE AND BANANA ARE GOING TO THE SAME HIGHSCHOOL AS ME ASWELL AND OMFGGGG LIKE I DO NOT NEED TO DEAL WITH THIS NO MORE. NOT AFTER THE SHIT FUCKERY 8TH GRADE PULLED ON ME IM GONNA SEE ALL THEIR FUGLY ASSES ON ORIENTATION AND WHAT IF IM IN THE SAME GROUP AS HER OR SOMETHING IF THAT ACTUALLY DOES HAPPEN ILL BE LEAVING. WALKING OUT THE FUCKFACE EMERGENCY EXIT DOOR. but then again she also has this edgy thing for not showing up to stuff so she might not come and hopefully that's the case lol !!! (i think u get where the emo white nickname came from by now)

while i'm on the topic of old friends i may as well talk about the time where i lost 2 other close friends of mine from 7th grade jst bcz i said i don't like getting tanned and that i prefer being pale bcz i'm literally still gobsmacked abt it like THE FUCK??... LMFAO ok so this happened october 2023 i'm lowk over them now but it was literally just a normal fucking first break n we were all talking right? and then we somehow got to the topic of me wearing "too much sunscreen" like bitch you should consider putting on some goddamn sunscreen too. anyway i told em that i don't like getting tanned and that i think pale skin just looks better on me and just to let you know i'm not the only person who thinks this, literally go to east asia and ask people around.