Complete Me

Part 1:Kenji

She's here . She's standing in the doorway and I think she's talking but I can't hear the words , God she's so pretty , really it shouldn't be physically possible for anyone to be so flawless . She's fiddling with that godamn lip piercing again and I think I'm dying because I realise I'm probably never going kiss those perfect lips again. I'm never going to touch the most beautiful , smart , amazing woman I've ever met because I did something stupid because I am something stupid .

"Kenji?" Her voice is like honey , so soft ,so sweet "Kenji can you hear me ?"

Yes, yes I can hear you "Mhm."I look up at her eyes . Shit ,her eyes are also gorgeous.

"Can we go on a walk ?" Walk? I thought she hated me now ; doesn't she know I'm stupid? "I want to talk ."Walk and talk , I think I can do both of those things.

"Okay." I stand up , take three steps to the door "Lets walk ."

Never have I ever heard a noise as loud as the silence surrounding us walking along the cracked , faded pavement , " You ran off ."Her voice is hurt : so , so hurt . God I'm an idiot .

"I'm sorry," I start but its not enough , the words mean nothing and I have no clue what to say but have enough of this shit so I just need to say what I'm thinking ,"I'm so sorry , I was just confused and everything was to good , to perfect , you're to perfect and I'm sorry but I don't know if I can even say I didn't mean it because I love you so so so much literally like I swear you're too amazing to like even exist but still it was really out of line of me to say that like I'm kinda crazy sometimes -" Everything's coming out and I can't stop it.

"Kenji-"

"Listen like you're like a beautiful , funny , smart , sarcastic , gorgeous goddess and I kinda got wrapped up in my own head in which we had been dating since we met cause you're like batshit pretty and mean in the best way possible and of course I had to go fuck everything up -"

"Kenji you -"

"and I'm really sorry but I can't take it back because even though I know its like way wayyy too early for this I would marry you and I can't lie to you and say I wouldn't -"

"Kenji-"

"God I'm sorry-"

"Kenji! " I look up awaiting anger but am met by a warm smile as Naz calmly says, "Stop apologising ; I wasn't upset at you for proposing I was upset you ran away without waiting for my response."

A flicker of something that feels like hope and I'm considering something I didn't even think was possible so I whisper "What is you're response?"

A long moment passes and I hold my breath clinging to the tiny , miniscule possibility that I'm not sure even exists . Wishing I could read her mind because this silence is driving me slowly insane.

"Yes." I think I'm fainting falling into another dimension and I don't think I remember how to breath when I hear her angelic voice whisper , "Yes, I will marry you."

AN:
I'm sooo sorry I didn't update this sooner , this part is really short but surprisingly difficult to write. Hopefully the next part will be longer.