Summary:
Wayzz talks to Ivan about his being Heavy Matal.Chapter Text
Ivan closed the door to his room, then opened his pocket to let Wayzz free. They both knew that Wayzz could just phase through the pocket if he wanted to, but it was a mutual gesture of respect between them.“I was watching the footage on LadyBugOut’s archive,” Wayzz said as he flew a small distance away, facing Ivan with a smile. “You did well.”
“You think?” Ivan grinned and rubbed the back of his head, growing sheepish at the praise.
Wayzz nodded. “The want to protect others is our strong point. Have you done it before?”
Ivan shook his head, walking over to take a seat on his bed. “No, I never had superpowers until I got this.”
“Not that,” Wayzz said with a chuckle. He flew over to the little area Ivan had set up for him - a little crudely done but made with love all the same - then sat down and got comfortable. Spreading his arms out, he then explained, “Being a turtle means much more than protecting people. We protect hearts as well.”
Ivan genuinely considered that. He supposed it made sense, as Ladybug could fix things emotionally with no use of Miraculous Ladybug needed. Likewise, Chat Noir—
…actually, that was best not thought about.
Shaking his head, he returned to the root of the topic, replying, “I guess Mylene says I’m good at cheering her up?”
“Yes, it’s like that.” Wayzz smiled approvingly. “We aren’t limited to Shell-ter.”
Ivan nodded, but frowned as he realized, “I don’t know if I’m as good at it now when I’m busy being a hero.”
He was referring to Mylene.
Wayzz smiled sadly, getting up and floating over to rest on Ivan’s shoulder. “We can’t be perfect everywhere,” he said, lightly patting Ivan’s neck in reassurance.
Ivan glanced over at him, but didn’t respond. He’d been a hero for a while, but it still felt unreal to him. He stared down at the disguised bracelet, idly running his fingers along the thread around his wrist as he admitted, “But I still don’t get why I got picked?”
It was more idle curiosity than outright self-consciousness. He didn’t doubt his abilities, obviously, as he was aware that every hero had their strengths and weaknesses. Being part of the team, it was inevitable to start seeing the flaws of every team member, so he wasn’t singling himself out. At the same time though, he couldn’t help wondering what had made him special. He was the first ever akuma, and even in the movie he’d shot with the class, he was the monster, not Mylene’s charming love interest. That wasn’t to say he didn’t have a presence, but people often considered it to be a bad one.
Even though his statement had been casual, Wayzz seemed to think about it like it was serious. Ivan leaned back on the bed, his hands on the mattress to support himself as he waited for an answer.
“…One thing about heroes,” Wayzz began, “is that they’re not always who you expect. I’ve had many turtles in my lifetime, and not all of them seemed fit for the role. They all got chosen for different reasons, because turtles aren’t decided by their personality alone. There are always different things that have to be taken into consideration.”
Ivan tilted his head to the side. “Really?”
Wayzz nodded. “Your impressive bulk wouldn’t be as useful if the rest of your teammates were built in the same way. There have been small turtles who were fit for the job because of who they were fighting and the teammates they were meant to protect.” Looking up at Ivan, he then added, “You do well at protecting others, and your features balance out the team.”
Ivan understood, even though it was hard to imagine “other turtles” beyond Carapace, and the mental image made him unable to help asking, “What about the other one?”
Of course, he could’ve had no idea that Wayzz had another turtle that he had no knowledge of, but Wayzz was aware of it, so he focused on Carapace.
“The turtle then - really, all of the temporary heroes - were chosen for being at the right place at the right time. They did their job well enough, but it was a matter of convenience. They fit their miraculouses enough to do their job, and being chosen afterward was for their experience. They were never intended to be permanent.”
“Oh.” That made sense, Ivan supposed. It was like their costumes Marinette had made for the band’s audition as Kitty Section; they’d served their purpose at the time of making an impression, but they’d never been meant for them to be their permanent ones, especially considering the time crunch.
“Are you happy?” Wayzz asked suddenly, like something had just occurred to him.
Ivan blinked, not understanding.
“With being a hero,” Wayzz clarified. He flew off of Ivan’s shoulder, descending upon the little box of tea that he always seemed so fond of. He ran his paw along the surface, not doing anything in particular, but seeming to reminisce. “We want our holders to be happy with themselves. We know it’s not always fair to suddenly give someone a miraculous.”
Ivan didn’t have to think about it too hard. While it could be a little disappointing whenever he had to run off on Mylene or his other friends, he also knew that he was doing good work and was helping keep Paris safe.
“Yeah, I’m happy,” he replied. Then, after a moment of thought, he asked in return, “What about you?”
Wayzz seemed surprised to be asked such a question. He looked down at the little tea box again, resting both paws on it, then smiled faintly. “I am. You’re not like any of my other holders, but that’s not a bad thing.”
Ivan smiled back, then focused on the little box of tea that Wayzz was still hovering over. Ivan pushed himself off the bed, then hunched over, pointing to the box in question. “Do you want some?”
Wayzz looked up at him, then back down at the box. Ivan had been taught enough about tea - thanks to Wayzz himself - to know how to make it for him, so it wasn’t an unusual thing for him to ask, but Wayzz had never actually used the tea in that particular box before.
“Oh,” Wayzz finally said after a moment. “…Yes, I—I think I do.” He glanced up at Ivan again, asking, “Would you like to join me?”
Ivan frowned in thought, almost feeling like he was intruding on something personal. He’d never had tea with Wayzz before. “Uh, okay, but I don’t know how I’d want it.”
“That’s alright!” Wayzz said, perking up as he flew up to Ivan’s face. “We can experiment with similar tea first. There are many different ways to flavor it, and with the right combination, I’m sure we can figure out what you like; sugar, honey, milk, there are a lot of options. You know, one of my previous holders—”
Wayzz floated happily towards the door, continuing to ramble, and Ivan smiled genuinely while carefully picking up the box of tea. He remembered how sad Wayzz used to be when they first met, but even though Wayzz still grew quiet at times, he was happy now.
They both were.
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