Everyone Deserves A Happy Ending **In Editing**

Introduction

Hi. I'm Raylee Payne. Or as anyone I know calls me, Rie. I have never had good luck with relationships and every boyfriend I've had, I have been hurt. The first time I didn't really care, then it started hurting a little more, but now. I feel nothing. No matter how much I loved him and no matter how long we dated, I feel nothing when he breaks up with me. I guess ahead of time I prepare myself for heart break. I'm a hopeless romantic, but because I've had so many boyfriends, I am called slut and whore. I don't care though. The first couple of times I would get in a fist fight(I always won) but then I would get suspended, but after that I just flipped them off or ignored them. Rarely on occasion though, I would still get in fist fights. I live with my grandparents because my parents died in a crash when I was young. They were driving home from work and a semi collided with them. I was unaffected at the time and I still am now. I have never really been one for emotion and because of that, a previous therapist I had said that one day, all of the emotion from the time my parents died to that moment, would catch up with me and I would have a total break down. It could be something as simple as dropping a bobby pin or something as major as one of my grandparents dying. I didn't believe her. I was strong. I felt virtually no emotion. She said it was unhealthy to keep my emotions bottled up since I was 5 and now am 16, almost 17. I didn't listen to her of course, and I didn't listen to my grandparents at all, I was out of control and a couple of times I snuck out to a party and got drunk. Then the party was busted by cops and all the drunk teens would be brought home and given a warning. I also smoked and used a fake ID to buy the cigarettes and liquor which I hid from my grandparents in my room. I was only 16. So I could at least drive. My idols were Black Veil Brides. I had written numerous letters to them and tweeted them a couple of times. Rarely they responded at which point I would fangirl. I could act normal, but I didn't like to. I was weird as fuck, plus I had A.D.H.D., so that didn't help. I only had 1 problem in my life: I either ate nothing at all or when I did eat, so I was under weight. I only weighed about 98 pounds. My only dream right now is to meet Black Veil Brides and become like them. Famous. World-renown. Millions of fans. Well. Thats me.