I can't do this anymore. These ups and downs are ripping me apart, leaving scars where none should be. One moment, I love you; the next, you're the worst person ever. I only want peace. I want to live my life without just trying to survive each day. It's a constant, repeating cycle of feeling like I'm the best person alive to hating every single thing about myself.
I only want peace, comfort, and love. I crave a sense of stability and calm, where I can wake up without the fear of what emotional turmoil the day might bring. It's exhausting to swing between extremes, to feel so high and then crash so low. I need to find a way to break this cycle, to stop feeling like I'm constantly teetering on the edge.
I long for the simplicity of a life where I can find joy in small moments and not be haunted by my own thoughts. I yearn for a time when I can look in the mirror and not feel a deep sense of conflict. I want to trust myself and the people around me, to believe that I deserve the peace and love I seek.
Every day feels like a battle, and I'm so tired of fighting. I want to build a life that isn't defined by this relentless struggle, where I can truly live and not just survive. I need to find a sanctuary within myself, a place where I can heal and rediscover who I am. I only want peace, comfort, and love-to embrace each day with hope instead of fear.
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Fragments of Innocence
PoesíaEmbark on a deeply personal journey through the pages of "Fragments of Innocence." With raw and honest verse, the author invites you to explore the complexities of childhood trauma and the development of borderline personality. Interspersed with mom...