madly in love - JAEYONG

CHAPTER 12 - INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS (yumark)

short chapter.

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The day of the party...

mark POV

I found myself texting my crush yuta, he had recently invited me to a party his friend was hosting and knowing me I could never say no to a party invite especially from him.

yeah he had a boyfriend and his boyfriend was my best friend lee taeyong, whenever I'd see them kissing or holding hands it makes my heart shatter to pieces but I'm good at tolerating the pain at least once and awhile.

I had to stay strong for myself and for the sake of my bestfriend's relationship together I'd be a pretty selfish friend if I ever did something stupid to ruin it.

I had trouble picking out an outfit so I had called over my other best friend donghyuck, he is always so supportive of me and helpful towards me which graciously makes me thankful.

I suddenly heard the front doorbell ring so I paced myself downstairs and swung open the front door to donghyuck.

he gave me and tight hug and I hugged him back but a little less tight, hugs are not really for me.

we ran upstairs and into my room where he basically rummaged through my closet to find some clothing items for me.

the outfits he picked out for me I loved every inch of the outfit, I quickly ran into the bathroom and stripped myself of my clothes and changed into the calm outfit, it made me feel really confident even if it was plain it was definitely my style.

I opened up the door to see donghyuck look amazed by me in this outfit, I really had to give all my props to him I couldn't have pulled it off without him he's my hope.

"you look good." he said as he analyzed my whole body

I don't know but something about his gaze on me made me shiver a bit he just looked at me so.. ah never mind what am I thinking?

I waved goodbye to donghyuck and watched as he made his way to his car before driving off, it kinda made me feel sad inside I wanted him to go with me honestly.

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as I arrived at the party my eyes were met with a shit ton of drunken people and people making out.

It digusted me so I just went towards the bar in the kitchen and sat down.

a had a few drinks and that's when I got a text from yuta, i immediately felt butterflies in my stomach.

a read the message he sent asking me where I was, I answered back saying I was in the kitchen and he instantly responded back and told me to wait there, I said ok and placed my phone down on the counter.

I waited patiently before I was scared by him jumping up on me and making me startled.

"I scared you huh?" he chuckled as he drunk his drink in his hand.

"whatever" I looked elsewhere but then was caught off guard when he softly placed his hand on my chin and turned my head towards him.

"awee don't be mad" he said as he squished my cheeks making them warm up.

"cmon let's go somewhere more quiet."

that's when he grabbed my hand with his his free hand and guide me through who knows where.

we walked up the stairs and into one of the bedrooms, and sat down on the top of the bed.

he placed his drink down on the dresser next to the bed before sitting down back next to me.