I have a fear
that if I just disappear
Nobody will even notice
I have a fear
That when I shed a tear
There's no one around to catch it
I have a fear
That no one will hear
My screams of anger and frustration
I have a fear
Of making it through another year
A year full of pain
I have a fear
That no one is ever here
When I really need them
I have a fear
That when I turn to my rear
I will see all my what ifs
I have a fear
That when I look near
All I will see is darkness
I have a fear
That no one is being sincere
When they say they like me
I have a fear
That I'm getting severe
And won't last much longer
I have a fear
That God will not interfere
If I deicide to sink Into the darkness
I have a fear
That everything is unclear
What do people want for me
I have a fear
That nothing is clear
And no one will appear
When I want to escape this world
