I don't know how long it's been if I can guess it's been a few months but for every hour that has passed by I have been looking out the window while holding a picture of Lena and Carter
I haven't moved
I grew stubble on my face
My hair got a little longer
And I've just given up
I haven't talked to anyone in a while
Kara has tried to comfort me but I don't talk
Everyone else has given up on us living till tomorrow
And a few months ago Barry just disappeared
And he never came back
Yet at least
I was staring out the window and the place started shaking
I turned around and I saw Barry get thrown out the air
Barry! I yelled and I ran over
Where am I? Where am I? Barry asked
The vanishing point. Kara said
You've been gone for months. Kate said
What are you-- what are you talking about? I just left two seconds ago. Barry said
To go where? Sara asked
To the speed force. I didn't i-- i couldn't-- it was like-- it was like running into a mountain at mach 10. I couldn't-- There's no way out of here. Barry said
After a second Barry tried getting up
Barry, wait. You look spent. You need to rest. Kara said
No. I'm fine. I have to try again. Barry said
Barry, that's a bad Idea, ok? The effort alone could kill you. Sara said
It's better than just staying here. Barry said and walked past her
We're not gonna let you kill yourself. Kate said
Get out of my way! Barry said and pushed late out the way
Barry! J'onn said
We're not letting you go anywhere. Sara said
So try and stop me! Barry said
I sped over and grabbed his arm
Then Oliver showed up and gave Barry a boost of speed and Barry took us all to the speed force
Skip
I woke up on the ground and I lifted my head and there was Hay sticking to my face
I started getting up
Thal, come here, it's Oliver and Barry. Kara said
I walked out the Barn I was in and noticed this from a year ago
I started going towards Kara but then I was gone
I opened my eyes and I was standing in front of Sara and the others
It took a while to find Theo. Barry said
Finally. I said
Then after a minute the Anti-Monitor showed up
Then Oliver and told us we could hold the line until the rebirth of the new universe
Then we started running at the army that the Anti-Monitor was throwing at us
I flew up and started shooting multiple of the demon things
Then I landed when they started to disappear into black smoke on their own
Skip
Because I still have hour five to do and I've already spent three hours on this
Sorry
Oliver died after he saved the universe
We helped but he was the real hero
Then we all saw a bright light and that was it
