DOMINICK © [ENGLISH EDITION]

Chapter thirty-nine

Adam

"No, sorry Erik, but I..." I lean back to avoid doing something stupid.

"Relax..." He moves closer again. "It'll only be a moment." He pushes me onto the couch and comes at me with everything he's got. He starts kissing my neck and moves to my mouth, moving over me as he removes my clothing and makes me his. "Let me suck your cock already," he said, breathless.

He removed my shirt and started kissing down my body, massaging my hard cock with one hand.

He got on his knees and started unbuttoning my pants, slipping his hand over my boxer briefs. He started moving his hand back and forth, which I liked.

"Show me what you've got there, handsome," he said, a bit mischievous.

I let him pull my pants down, and he did it with my boxers, leaving my cock exposed. He bit his lip at the sight of it and took it into his mouth immediately.

My body tensed and I let out a moan. His hot mouth made the pleasure and fire flow more inside me. I needed more of this; for some reason, I didn't want him to stop.

"Oh... fuck..." I whispered as his head started to move up and down rhythmically. I ran my hand through his hair, and the intensity of the blowjob increased, going faster. "OOW! YES, FUCK!" He took my whole cock in, and at that moment, I came in his mouth. "Shit! I love it..."

"You have delicious cum," he laughed, savoring his lips. "I adore you..."

Emily

I feel like shit... After so many months, I see him again, and all the moments together flood back into my mind.

"Uh... Sorry... I'm Dominick, nice to meet you."

My eyes welled up, and I couldn't help but cry.

"Emily?" Josh called to me. "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"No..." I wiped my tears, but they kept coming. "It's nothing. Don't worry."

"Emily... It's about the young man who came here, isn't it?" he asked.

"Just stop... I don't want to bother anyone with my problems..." I kept crying uncontrollably, and he came closer and hugged me.

"You're not bothering anyone, Emily... On the contrary, I can help you..." he said, still hugging me.

"Since you met me, I've been nothing but trouble. I've never done anything for you... I've been nothing but a burden..."

"No, Emily, no... God! I hate that you think that way. And don't say you've never done anything for me because it's not true. You've given me your company, which I've needed for so long. When I needed to talk to someone, I didn't know who to talk to, and everything changed when you came. In life, you lose more by fear than by trying. Your destiny is written only by you and your choices. Don't fall like this, not now. Where's the Emily from a while ago?"

"I'm sorry," I sobbed, still crying. "I'm sorry..." I stood up and started walking away. "I need to..."

"I understand..." he interrupted.

"Emily... let me in."

Kelvin

I came out of the bathroom and sat by the bed, waiting for Christopher to call. It was 6 PM, and to be honest, I hadn't stopped thinking about that strange dream all day...

It was so real that I'm afraid to go out since there are no signs of anything. I leave a message:

"I'm on my way; I'll wait for you there ;)"

I leave the house and call an Uber. While waiting, my phone vibrates with a message.

"Wait for me inside; I'll be back in a bit."

I smile broadly, and the Uber arrives to pick me up.

Dominick

I suddenly open my eyes, letting out a groan of pain. I'm lying face down in the gutter, just beginning to feel all the water on my back. It's raining.

I'm soaked.

I feel a sharp pain in my face, and remembering who it was suddenly makes me want to cry.

What did I do to be treated like this?

I manage to stand up and, leaning on Steven's car, walk a moment before falling again. It hurts; all of this hurts so much.

"Stev... Steven..." I start whispering. "Ste... ven... Help me..." I beg. "Help me, please..." I get on my knees and approach the house's door. "Steven... I need you, Steven..." The rain falling from the sky worsens every second. It feels cold, like thousands of needles piercing my skin continuously.

"It feels good, doesn't it?" Steven appears at the door. "Being alone and abandoned... For being such pigs, people like you shouldn't exist."

"Steven... What did I do in hell to deserve this treatment?"

"You and I can't be together..."

"Stev, let me..."

"I want you to leave..." he interrupted. "Get out of here; I don't want to see you again. I hope you die soon."

His words hit me hard; I'm in a frenetic coma. I don't move at all; I hear the door close, and my throat does the same, and now I can't breathe. My eyes water, and I just need to explode.

"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!" I scream loudly and punch the ground. I fall, crying, still not understanding anything that's happening. My scream turns into tears and sobs.

It really hurts, it hurts a lot.

I start walking on my knees, under the water, with a huge coldness in my heart. It's like feeling a hole left there, an open wound after surgery, or someone convulsing, abandoned, with no hope of survival.

The road is deserted, desolate. No one is around here. I look around, and it's hard to see with the falling rain. I go to the side of the road and cling to a light post. I put my knees between my hands, head down, while the water runs over me... I start crying, crying inconsolably. Crying like an abandoned child.

I want to die...

What is a burden like me doing alive?

How could they raise me without despising me?

How could they love a monster like me?

Maybe they're right, and a person like me shouldn't exist or be alive...

"I want you to leave..."

Quickly, that word echoes in my head. And I can't help but cry, sobbing loudly. I lamented on the ground, clawing at the ground. I screamed out loud. I already knew I was alone; I was left alone, but I didn't want help either... I deserve it, I deserve to pay for all my sins...

I let out a wail of lament, coming from the depths of my soul torn by pain. I started hitting the concrete.

"You and I can't be together..."

Every word I heard in my head became a reason to keep hitting the ground.

How could God let me be born?

If it was to suffer, I'd rather never have been born...

Do you know why it hurts? Because I truly fell in love. Falling in love and clinging to someone is the greatest sin and curse a human being can commit.

"AAAAAAHHHG!!" I screamed this before starting to lose strength.

"Dominick..."

Everything becomes blurred again... It closes again.

I lose reason, and everything around me starts spinning.

"Look who we have here..."

I fall, exhausted.

Sweet solitude.