His Drug Of Choice

10 - Mine & Mine Alone 🔞

I'm seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure
Nobody but you, 'body but me
'Body but us, bodies together
I love to hold you close, tonight and always
I love to wake up next to you 🎼🎤
- Zayn Malik

Clay's POV

"Ron," I moaned out his name as he kissed my neck, "You can't do that here," I said turning to face him.

"Aren't you tired? We've had enough fun, let's go to bed," he said, pulling me by the hand to the stairs going straight to his bedroom.

Not even two seconds passed after the locker popped, he smashed his lips against mine with his arms resting on my waist. His kisses were demanding, intense and hot that I couldn't resist biting his bottom lip then he growled and threw me on the bed getting on top of me.

"I've been wanting to do this for a while," he kissed me so hard, his large hand squeezing my ass. I surprised him by flipping him over and straddling him, his pupils dilated looking into my eyes as I grind on his angry bulge.

"Baby, don't do that, I won't be able to stop myself," he said breathlessly while digging his fingers into my waist. I wanted him so bad; I wanted him to be my first, I was ready to give it up to this man.

He sat up bringing his face closer to mine, caressing my ass, waist, back as I placed my hands on his hard chest. He kissed my lips, my left cheek then looked into my eyes, his gentleness causing tears to my eyes as they held his.

He inhaled deeply and rested his head against my chest for a moment. Then, he lifted it again, his eyes locking onto mine. I saw a profound emotion in his gaze—perhaps it was adoration. He tightened his embrace around me.

"The power you have over me is incredible," he murmured, his voice low and husky. "I want to cherish you and belong to you without hesitation. I don't understand how you do this to me." His words threatened to bring tears to my eyes; his very existence was a beacon of hope, a reason for me to keep going.

"You've become my greatest weakness, and I embrace it." He paused, gently wiping my tears away with his thumb before continuing. "You inspire me to be better."

"Baby, I can't help but express how I feel about you, whether it's with words or through touch." He shook his head slightly, emphasizing his point. "I want to keep doing this, over and over, until it's deeply etched in here," he said, pointing to my head and my heart.

"I can feel it," I replied, my voice choked with silent sobs, and he pulled me closer in a tight hug.

"It's alright, baby. No need to cry," he soothed, rubbing my back and kissing my temple. We held that position for a few moments before he added, "Now let's hop in the shower before it gets too late." He lifted me into his arms and carried me to the shower. We began to chat and joke, reminiscing about the first weekend I had with him and Nate, as well as the time when Mimi had barged in on us while we were sleeping in his office, reminding me of when she had invited me to dinner with them.

We were back in bed now, our bodies molded together. I was his small spoon, and he held me very close and tight like somebody would steal me away from him. I couldn't fall asleep, I thought he was sleeping until I felt his lips on my shoulders, then on my neck. I tilted my neck to give him more access, moaning and rubbing my ass on his boner.

He also started moving his hips so I could feel his growing member, I turned to face him and took his lips. I was only wearing his baggy t-shirt and he only had on his boxers. I ran my hands on his broad shoulders then pulled him in for a kiss.