Doc : This isn't normal John and you know that .
John : I know , but if i don't do this i might hurt myself or even . ...............
Doc : John
John: yes ?
Doc ; Our time is up but i will prescribe you with some medication
For your condition, till then pls stop this obsession of yours ok ?John : ok doctor
John pov : That was the last time i ever saw my doctor .
I came home with a heavy heart and laid down on the sofa , why did i went to the therapist when i knew what he would say .
I live in a apartment on the 9th floor and my apartment has 4 rooms Which is my kitchen, bathroom , bedroom and ............ ............... Something else.
I have a pet hamster 🐹
And her name Phoebe and it has been her 1 week with me .
At first she was sacred of the surroundings including me but now she is more comfortable, at least that what i think .
I usually order some take away from my favourite Chinese restaurant and sleep right away after I eat
But .... Today was different I wanted to cook something hot and delicious but there was nothing except vegetables and some pasta . I made myself pomodoro and it was delicious,
I just mix minced meat to the tomato sauce , added pasta and parmesan
The minced meat was a bit chunky but it was amazing especially with the tomato sauce. I was full from the pasta but there were still some leftovers that i couldn't eat finished,
So maybe i should give her something nice .I brought a plate of pomodoro at the end of the hallway and as i stood at the front of the door , i already got goosebumps not because i was sacred but it was because i was going to enjoy every bit of her .
As i open the door to the dark room a wonderful scent of blood envading my sense . I didn't felt like i was going to puke instead i was hungry.
I had sudden urge to eat again even though i just had dinner, i felt a temptation of eating raw , bloody meat . It didn't matter, now its feeding time .
John: Oh Lucy , it's feeding time .
Lucy: ........................
John: " splashes water on lucy face "
John : wake up Lucy
Lucy: " wakes up " what do you want from me ! ?
John: Its feeding time Lucy and the main star of the dish is Phoebe.
" Gives the plate to lucy "
Lucy: " looks at the food and eats it "
John : tomorrow you're gonna be phoebe so this is your last meal .
Lucy : .......ok
John: " leaves the room "
Tomorrow is gonna be a beautiful day .
Story by / writer : Jade rose
Editor : Evelyn iris
Book cover designer: Asrina Azalea
Writer's assistant: Sofia Catherine