The Tallest Jump

Therapy

"Thanks for coming in today"
"Thanks for seeing me"
"No, do you have anything special to talk about, or should I beginn"
James thought about telling her, telling her everything, how he lost a person that was basically family too him. About how he hated this small office, the whole therapist shit with the little paintings, painted by patients, and the motivational quotes. How he hated her outfit, her pattern of speech, the way she looked at him, as if he wanted to tell her something.
"You start, please"
"So, I have something about the diagnostic. I chose to give you the diagnosis of Bipolar, because all the phases and the mood swings seem to prove my thesis. Are fine with that diagnosis?"
"Yes"
A long paus filled the room, a deafening silence that should not be broken, everything after this point is going to be worse than before.
"Yes, I understand why I get this diagnosis and why I you think it is the right one, I'm fine with it"
"So now, what do you want to tell me?"
"Nothing, I...I just wanted to say that I'm sorry, sorry that you wasted your time with me, I'm sorry that you couldn't help some who wants to live, but now, now It'll all end."
"James, I think you don't know what you're saying, I have to call the psyche ward if you mean what you say"
"Than do that I don't care anymore, I just want it all to be over"
"So that's enough, I'm calling the police, they'll bring you to the hospital and then you'll get the help you need."
"Do that"
He wasn't sure what he just did, but while his therapist called the officers, he was reminded, reminded that he wants to become a cop to, that way he could find Amies dad faster.
"Wait, I don't need to..."
"No, you'll need to be in a hospital right now, your speech, the constant jittery movement of your legs, the sweat on your forehead, you're heaving a breakdown, you'll need to be in a clinic, or at least some where where you can't do anything bad to yourself."
"Okay...but tell them, that I am feeling fine, I just need to be there for a few days not months, not again."
"I think they will diced it there, now, just wait a little more"
"Okay"
He felt the panic rising within him, like he was a teapot and he started to boil over. Then everything went black.