cracked.

im grown i guess..

yo wsp friends.

i think i should just use this as another journal or diary or smth

im dead as hell i don't even know what i'm doing back on here. i just remembered that i used to read all the time.

life recap:

in college, 2nd year lets go!! i still kinda play basketball, but i just found out that i need an to repair something in my knee so i have to take a break i guess. i moved out and away from my mother bc im the goat and im like that. i coach kids and shit now so i guess im giving back to the community.

i'm kind of over that guy from when i was in high school. i just think about backsliding to him sometimes, but seeing him being cringe as hell on my social feed is carrying me rn. i ended up realizing i like this other guy that i've been friends with for a helluva long time. i actually had a big crush on him when i was younger and its come back since i realized how fine he is i guess...

after a long while of reading on here when i was a bit younger, i ended up from reading on here to tumblr to ao3 and then back to tumblr bc ive become less committed (L). 

now that i'm thinking about all of the books from authors on this app made is like making me hella nostalgic wtf. girl anyways. i've been transitioning from reading FANFICTION (half lie) to reading actual books in real life. 

one thing i do really want to say on here is that i didn't think i was going to be able to move out and away from my mother. the past few years was really tough on me mentally towards what was going on in my previous home, which was mainly due to my mother. she was the main reason why i though i wasn't going to be able to move out, but some other people from other communities that i'm a part of was able to convince me and help provide me with the resources i needed to move out.

i'm happy and proud of myself for the things that i didn't think was going to be possible for myself from moving out at a young age, living beyond the age of 17 when i was really struggling at that age, to moving on from my ex for the most part, to being able to take car of my sister and myself.

anyways i have like 4 late assignments for my DRAM class, 1 late assignment for my web development class along with a final due this saturday. hopefully im able to do it.

oh and im listening to a playlist i made for the guy that i fancy. 

LMAO later losers. stay blessed never stressed.