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For the first time in my life, I felt scared

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For the first time in my life, I felt scared. I felt self-conscious and I felt.. disgusting.

I'm in no position to blame Hanni for anything, she's not wrong to not be attracted to me anymore. This wound just proves how weak and pathetic I am.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned over to Yunah. "What happened?" She asked and I just shrugged her off, looking out the car window.

"I said I didn't!" Haerin yelled from the backseat making me look over to them.

Danielle was angry and stayed silent, glaring at Haerin. "What happened?" I asked, looking at Haerin who appeared scared.

I raised an eyebrow and looked at Danielle who tried to avoid my gaze. "What. Happened." I said stricter, trying to juice an answer out of either of them. They both looked away and kept quiet.

I looked at Yunah who didn't look at me. "You know something. Tell me." I said, but she just gulped and shook her head lightly.

Has everyone lost their damn fucking mind today? Have I gotten so weak that everyone has been stepping over me all day long?
I clenched my jaw and shut my eyes taking deep breaths in so I don't act out in front of the girls.

"Mm mm, nope. I can't do this shit." I said, chuckling.

"Stop the fucking car, pull over," I said to Yunah harshly. She quickly did as I said and I got out of the car, walking away. I heard the door open but I didn't turn around, "where are you going!"

I lifted my middle finger and just kept walking. I don't even know either, I just know I want to be alone today. I turned into an ally just to lose Yunah in case she was following me.

I hid in there for a while and smoked a cigarette until I felt like it was time to leave. My phone has been ringing for the past 10 minutes but I didn't even bother to check it until now.

I took it out of my pocket and saw dozens of calls from Hanni, Moka, Yunah, and other ones from news reporters and shit.

My grip on it tightened when I saw a text from Hanni reading "Why are you mad?" I felt my blood start to boil and I impulsively smashed the phone in my hand.

I dropped the scrapped phone on the ground and started to leave. Since I'm free today, maybe I should go and visit him. My dad.

I waited on the side of the road for a taxi to appear. Once I saw one I waved my hand at the car to signal him to stop.

I got in the car and greeted the man. "Where to miss?" He asked, looking at me through the rearview mirror.

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