Unexpected love

Chapter 18

I enter her bedroom and saw the pajamas in her bed. They were very normal ones. I left a sigh of disappointment, cause I really thought that she was just acting and just wanted to seduce me and invite me in her bedroom.

She was standing up and turned her back to me. She took her voluminous hair and put it to the side. For some reason, I really like her hair. They seem so soft. I lowered my gaze and saw her slim and elegant back. The thought  that another man may react the same way as me, towards her is making me angry. With that thought on my mind, I get close to her and looked where the zipper was.

She was right. Trying to find it was difficult enough. I do not even want to think about taking it off. She was really helpless, that is why she came to me. Anyway I finally found the zipper and reached for her back. The moment my fingers touched her skin, she froze for a moment. Even I did. This simple action was enough to bring me to the bane of my sanity. Many thoughts started to cross my mind, of what would I do to her, if we were really a couple. That is not right. I never felt such a feeling for any woman.

They would even stand totally undressed in front of me and it would never affect me this much. Never. Meanwhile with her is different. Just a simple touch and is enough for me to be aroused. I do not want this. I tried to unbutton it faster and without noticing I pulled her so close to me. My breath was starting to get heavy and I felt that it was so hot in the room. I wanted to go out as soon as possible. I was getting angry and I think I was showing it, since she turned around and stared at me like asking what am I doing.

I do not know, okay? I don't know what I am doing. Is just that is so hard to see her like that. With every button, more of her skin is revealed to me. And as more skin of her is revealed to me, more I want to see of it. As soon as I understood what I was thinking, I pulled her close to me again and finally finished it. The moment I did the last button, her whole back was displayed to me and it was so beautiful and elegant. I was getting mesmerized by it, and wanted to leave so bad. I could not take it anymore.

"Are we done here?"- I asked her. She turned to face me and nodded.

I quickly turned around and left. I went to my bedroom and took a deep breath. I took off my pants and went immediately to the bathroom. I got in the shower. It felt like I wanted to wash all what I was feeling, but to be honest it was not helping a lot.

I took the shower, wore my pajamas and jumped into bed. I wanted this day to end. I wanted to think and feel nothing. I wanted my life back.