" Welcome to the Panic Room " - Alastor Angst Fanfiction

↢↢ Chapter 8 ↣↣

{ TW :

- OOC Alastor
- Blood
- Cursing }

‹ Hello , darling ! How are you ? Are you eating ? Sleeping ? Taking care of yourself ? Has anyone bullied and / or harmed you ? Talked bad about you ? Done absolutely anything negative to you ? IF SO I'LL TEAR THEM ATOM BY ATOM AND SCATTER IT OVER THE UNIVERSE AND MAKE SURE THEY SUFFER EVER SECOND OF ME RIPPING THEIR HEART OUT ! ! ! ! No suicidal thoughts or attempts ? Have you cut and / or self-harmed ? If so do you need to talk ? If not are you positive you don't need to talk ? ^^ ›

‹ Apologies if I get the translations wrong - I'm only learning Spanish in class ›

' I knew a man ... '

Alastor curled up , trying to avoid looking at the pictures that swirled around him , but they were all he saw .

' Who was long and tall ... '

Voices flitted around him , attacking him with memories and insults and laughter .

' And he moved his body ... '

Bad memories over took the good ones . Noises overlapped the deafening silence .

' Like a cannon ba - a - alllll '

His father beating him .

' Ohhhh , fare thee well '

His parents fighting .

' Oh , honey '

His mother upset .

' Fa - are thee well '

The teachers yelling at him .

' Remember one night '

The kids bullying him .

' In the drizzling rain '

Getting suspended for defending himself .

' And around my heart I felt ... '

' An aching pain '

Crying under the bed as his father hurt his mother .

' Fare thee well ... Ohhh , honey '

His father's blood splattering over his face .

' Fa - are thee well ... '

Walking through the forest , dragging along his latest kill .

' One of these days '

A loud gunshot .

' It won't be long '

Voices . Barks .

' You'll call my name ... '

The sound of flesh ripping .

' And I'll be gone '

Blood - soaked tears streaming down his face , with a sad smile plastered on .

' Fare the well ! Ohhhhhh , honey ... Fa - are thee well '

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Charlie and Lucifer both frowned , casting anxious glances at each other as Alastor lay on the bed , curled into a ball and racking with tears . Vaggie was shaking Alastor , yelling things in Spanish at him .

" ¡Despertar! "

" ¡Alastor , levantarse! "

" ¡Háblame , Alastor! "

" Lucifer, Charlie ¿Qué están haciendo? ¡AYÚDALO! "

Lucifer frowned , " Vaggie he isn't going to wake up "

" ¡¿Qué quieres decir con que no se va a despertar?! YOU SAID HE WOULD BE FINE ! " Vaggie growled . " He isn't going to wake up for a few days ... It's what happened when a sinner falls by non - angelic material " Lucifer explained .

" It's ... Going to be a long while "