Ashley p.o.v.
As I look back on my life I can't think of anything that I have accomplished as I stand in this mirror I ask myself what have i accomplished other then being a side chick and a who're. It saddens me that I can't come up with anything positive I think it's time for a change a big one to. I need a fresh start a place where nobody knows who I am New York has a nice ring to it I'm going to look into that to see which part I want to move to. I'm going to miss a few people Christian being at the top of the list him and I have been hitting it off really good we've been talking for a while now and still haven't had sex. That's a plus for me because I'm used to having sex with guys on the first night sometimes half way through our date a guy would take me to the bathroom and knock my brains loose (fuck me good). I'm just ready to make this move I just have to talk to Christian and Janay then all will be set and I'll be on my way it's a great time for a new start and with the pep talk I've given myself I know I can do this I have to it's to better me. I guess I'll call Christian and tell him what I plan to do hopefully he supports me I just don't want to lose what we have but if I do then it just wasn't meant to be.
(Phone call)
Cutie: hello
Me: hey babe can you talk
Cutie: yeah honey what's up are you okay
Me: yeah I'm fine I just needed to talk to you about a plan I have
Cutie: okay spill I want to hear all about it
Me: well I was thinking about my life and how I haven't really done anything I want a fresh start like to get away from my past and everything else so I plan on moving to New York once I can figure out exactly which part I plan on moving to-
Cutie: I think that's great but where does that leave us at Ashley I'm really growing strong feelings for you and if you leave what am I to do
Me: well I don't know where that would leave us I would want to keep talking but I'm not sure if your going to be up for a long distance relationship
Cutie: we could try but I think Id just rather change my location also I feel this is a good thing we have going and I don't want to let it go so I'll be moving also we can look at places together I would just have to follow later on so I could get every thing set up
Me: oh my gosh you can't be serious I can't believe you would be willing to take such a big risk for me are you sure
Cutie: yes I'm sure but babe I have to go honey I'll be over when I get off later
Me: okay babe see you later
(End phone convo)
Wow that turned out way better then I thought it would have I can't believe he wants to follow to a whole new state I'm so happy right now I'm going to talk to Janay when she gets back I just hope she supports me to if she doesn't that's fine I'll still be happy nothing can ruin my mood right now I'm on cloud nine.
