Janay p.o.v.
Its been a week since i seen Brandon or talked to him my money still good little stack so ill be fine I'm going apartment hunting today so i don't have to keep paying for a hotel. Right now I'm in the phne stotre looking for another phone since i left my old one woth the cheater. While making my purchase i see a familar face walk into the store its Kieran i turn to him then run and hug him he doesn't hug me back at first but caves in a few seconds later. We stand there in an awkward silence so i speak first saying I'm sorry we talk more as he buys his phone and go to dairy queen for ice cream. While there i decide to tell him what happened between Brandon and i he doesn't judge me or say he told me so he just asks what I'm going to do i tell him my plans and he says i can live with him and Derek until i find a job and can support myself. I take him up on the offer and we go get my things once we get to there house Derek just comes out and helps with my bags not asking what's going on i guess Kieran told him while he was following me back to the Hilton. They show me to my room and leave me to unpack i thank them for the millionth time and they leave. I start my journey unpacking all my clothes but get interrupted by a text coming through on my phone it reads
Unknown texter: if you were smart you would get back to Brandon's house ASAP he's breaking walls and will most likely break your face if your not back soon just a word of advice
~xoxo the problem solver
I go into a panic attack and starts screaming Kieran and Derek run into the room asking what's wrong i throw the phone at them so they can see they ask who all has my number and i tell them just them i only got the phone today. Then it hits me the cashier at the phone place was the mistress that i saw Brandon with that night i scream out again and tell them what i realized. They say i should text her back but i just can't bring myself to do it I'm scared she will tell Brandon on me and he will kill me. Kieran calls her off of his phone and they talk for a while then he gets off the phone and tells me what she said "Look Janay she basically said that she's the sideline and she's fine with that but your making him unhappy by running away and him being unhappy means she gets the wrath you should ne feeling for walking out on him he won't leave you alone and you need to come home i told her kick rocks you ain't going back and she can keep him". I shake my head and take a deep breath i can't believe I'm so deep into the drama i don't want to be hurt by him but i love him and miss him. No what am i saying i can't go back i won't go back he doesn't deserve me and lost me for good I'm done with his ass. I tell them i don't want to talk about the situation and they leave it alone no one wants to cook tonight so we decide on golden corral for dinner. We take my truck and i pay for the meal being that i wanted to thank them again for letting me stay we get our plates of food and sit down to eat then we go back for more and more after we got completely stuffed we left to go back home. When we got there i changed my clothes and crashed for the night to tired to shower ill do it in the morning.
(Janay dreaming)
No don't do this ill stay ill go back just don't shoot my mother!! I scream to Brandon he doesn't seem fazee by my pleads he just smirks and responds back to me saying I'm sorry sweetie but the only way i can be sure you will never leave me again is if you don't have these distractions in your life any more. I scream no as he pulls the trigger on the ak47 aiming at my family and best friend as the bullets spray out i watch their bodies fall limp he then turns to me and points the gun asking what will my choice be i just keep crying holding my mothers dead body he yanks me up by my hair and yells in my face telling me to make my choice i cant speak for some reason and he takes that as my answer he points the gun at my head and says Ill see you again my beautiful queen he pulls at the trigger and my life flashes before my eyes.
(End dream)
Ahh! What the fuck was that about! I wake up in a cold sweat and look around my room the sun is out so it has to he morning or afternoon i look at my phone and see ita 7:30 getting out of bed i grab some under garments and clothes then head to the bathroom to take a well needed shower. Lord i pray my dream never comes true after i finish my shower i can't fall back asleep so i just put on my work out clothes so i can go for a run as i close the door i see Kieran and Derek in running attire to they tell me its their morning routine i just laugh and follow them letting my mind go blank so i won't have thoughts of my nightmare.
