chapter 40

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Janay p.o.v.
"Omg girl just tell me already dang". Right now I'm trying to get Ashley to tell me who this mystery guy she been talking to lately. She keeps procrastinating and it's starting to make me angry she needs to tell me already damn it's not like we fucking the same guy again ain't no way she can be talking to Christian it's just impossible. She takes a deep breath and just as she's about to tell me her phone rings she has that saved by the bell look on her face and I want to smack her she hops off my bed and runs to her room. I've been at her house for a week now and we've been getting along pretty well it's no beef or anything like that and we keep each other laughing. I'm healing at a good paste and the doctors say I will be able to get pregnant again but honestly I don't know if I even want kids anymore. Its just how I feel at the moment and Ashley said she don't feel that way at all she definitely wants kids I think she trying to get pregnant by the dude she with now. I'm not gone judge her because she not judging me for the choice I'm making to not have kids. I'm hungry I guess I'll order me some pizza I want a large pepperoni stuffed crust pizza with garlic bread cheese sticks. Oh that sounds amazing yep that's what I'm about to order right now. When I finish ordering my food I go take a shower with how long I be in there by the time I get out they will be here with my food. I tell Ashley that I ordered food just in case I'm still in the shower when they get here. She says okay and that she will pay for it this time since I've done it the last couple times I laughed and headed to the shower. When I got out the pizza guy was already here and my roommate was flirting with him so she wouldn't have to pay he fell for it and said the food was on the house I'm just thinking he's a idiot because that's coming out of his paycheck and he's probably going to get fired. I shrug my shoulders thinking oh well not my problem plop down on the sofa and start digging in. Midway through my second piece of pizza I turn on the t.v. and degrassi is on I love this show me and Kieran used to watch this all the time I miss my best friend it's like he hiding something from me. We barely speak to each other I think I'm going to give him a call later and see if he wants to hang out I hope he does so I can get whatever it is he's keeping from me out of him. Damn I'm full already I've gotten my appetite back but not as much guess I'll save the rest for later. I should have bought a soda I'm thirsty as shit let's see what we have in this fridge. Mhm apple juice my favorite yes and it's a fresh bottle I love me some apple juice it's like my addiction I have to have at least two bottles in my house at all times. Now that my thirst is quenched I'll call Kieran and see what he's up to.
(Phone call)
Bestie: hello
Me: hey what you doing I'm bored and wanted to go to the mall with my bestie of all times
Bestie: um Janay I ain't feeling to good today maybe tomorrow
Me: aww I can come over and check on you if-
Bestie: nawl no no no Derek got it ima call you later I gotta go bye
(End phone call)
I sit there looking at my phone not realizing what just happened he blew me off cut me off and hung up on me I don't know what's going on with him but I'm going to find out.

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