I hope you do not just like me when I am in my happiest day. I hope you do not just like me when I look lovable in certain days. I hope you do not just like me when I look like comfort for you.
But darling, I hope you still like me at the lowest. I hope you still like me when I look messy, the messiest state of me that you ever seen and still think I am pretty and lovable. I hope you still like me when I am accidentally showed that I am upset when things does not go the way I want. I hope you do not get angry but talk over with me when something that you don't fancy happened. I hope you still like me when I feel like I do not deserve to be loved. I hope you still like me and be my side when other people turn their back on me. I hope you still like me when you know I am hard and difficult to love. I hope you like me when you know I am still coping with my trauma in the past, patiently. I hope you know that to love someone, to trust them with my entire being, takes a lot of courage. I will try, for you will try my best. As long as you still want me. As long as you still like me.
