MY HUSBANDS: megumi x y/n x satoru.

.first experience.

🫦....

MEGUMI

we headed to metro, It was the first day of the week. Monday. The station was busy and crowded with people. rushing and pushing each other. I had to keep an eye over y/n. I was walking ahead of her, making way for her. her steps so little i had to slow myself down to her pace. I knew she was already trying to keep up with me. it was annoying. I just wanted to drag her with me so we reach faster. but my another self would never let me do it. her soft mannerism had bewitched that side of me.

we took the stairs to reach the platform, i was busy looking up directions for sendai train. a little tug on my sleeve distracting me down to her hurrying self.  she was  tiny among people, almost getting lost as she hurried behind me.

glancing up at me with her big eyes. I grit looking ahead, her little hand still tugging my sleeve...

we entered the train. bustling with people, some leaving and too many of us squeezing inside the metal box.   quickly took her hand making space for ourselves amidst hot air inside. it was a 2 or 1 and a half hour journey from here. half of our way would be squeezed up like this and later we could sit...my mind racing its thoughts as the people outside the windows started speeding past us, leaving the platform behind.

i glanced down at her. she was looking at my hand still holding hers' in captive, glancing around occasionally. I had totally forgotten about it. her soft hand in mine. I loosened my grip at her hand, letting go, resting my hand beside me. My heart beating unevenly as i could feel her looking up at me. As if i did something i should have not. I stood aloof, acting all unbothered. As i was suppose to be. i hated to admit i felt anything for her. the feeling of her hand still lingering, a ticklish feeling under my palm as i turned them into fist to stop it.

The train continued its boltning speed. stopping at stations, people leaving and filling back leaving us packed inside. While i kept y/n in considerance from the corner of my eyes. the train was rocking more along the unsteady railways. i caught her  from tripping, she didn't have anything to hold amidst people. her cheeks dusted pink as she looked up at me. it was bringing  back yesterday's incident in my head. her body once again in my hands, testing my resistance.

Y/N

the train was rocking as usual, but i didn't have anything to hold on!

god it was embarrassing, i was tripping again again. i bet standing all my nonsense was annoying to fast annoyed fushiguro. i was about to glance at him, to try read his expressionless face when the train suddenly jolted. i was pulled, my head leaned over a hard-warm surface. it was his side. his scent making my cheeks warm. i tried to move back looking up at him but he pulled me more into him making my breath hitch. 

"you okay?" his eyes sharp and dark shade of green, lidding down at me with his heavy lashes. his voice , oh, a manly whisper, sending rumbles down my stomach.

"yeah.." i nod almost breathlessly. "... thankyou" 

he nods little as always, staring at me without any resistence. i flutter my eyes  looking away. i had already accepted my defeat in this staring contest, trying to find a place i can see, which could be less embarrassing. i was being pushed from behind, ...more into him.

the space between us dangerously reducing.  we were no longer side by side. our bodies brushing against each other along the rhythmic rocking of train.  i could feel a hard hoove pressing down my belly button. i prayed it was not what i was thinking. . huff.. his large hand around my waist felt like a compliment to my body. as time went on, it felt like it belonged there. i didn't know where to look, his chest screaming opposite sex in  my head was all i could see . his scent reigning my veins was all i could inhale. rocking  my sensible self to sleep.