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My eyes closed in a single breathless moan leaving my mouth," ...fushiguro....". it wasn't loud, but loud enough to build my lust. i went on...until I came. Moaning softly for more, so lost. So lost in imagining him, his touch, waiting for him...
love is a test of one's patience, you give it away when it asks it's time. if it returns to you, then it's yours to keep. and if it doesn't, well you know...."
MEGUMI
I was untying my bath robe. My mind a fuss of gojo's words. We were going to onsen. A traditional hot bath in japanese house.
I stepped in, the warm waters washing my torso in usual sense of relief that use to hit my body whenever I took a hot bath. There. Just physically...gojo's words repeating in my head. I looked ahead to see him, relaxing, just as naked as me, steam rising above the ripples of water, covering of what should not be seen, and then the other, yuji. It was quite of a big place. my senses were pretty numb of how relaxed I were feeling but my mind wilding at gojo's words.
all I knew was I was fucked up.
" if you didn't do anything megumi, i'll take her. "
" thehigher ups want the strongest to be together. It's... an exchange for their agreement to keep yuji and sukuna alive. "
" AND YOU KNOW, I TEND ON BEATING SUKUNA~"
his words piercing every pore of my body to a degree, I couldn't feel pain anymore. I knew nothing of here was mine, I got to know it pretty well when i was a kiddo.
Nothing, just my fuckin- , father thought of having sex with my mom and leaving me born with his cursed blood powers, to be sold. While my mom just decided to leave. and tsumiki, my only family, well... she left me alone too, to deal with the after consequences of her death.
I thought I had turned pretty cold after that, not to allow anyone else enter my life.... Perhaps it wasn't enough, I now have to give up of what I was barely about to try owning.
gojo was never gonna give up on fighting sukuna, he is crazy. Neither would I like idiot yuji to be killed. He might as well find a way to keep him alive...
A HELL of a vacation it was gonna be.
oddly both of them were quite. Probably yuji was asleep. And gojo, had his blindfold on. I don't know if he's happy or sad. He maintains his showcase very well. Pretty indistinguishable. his best friend was roaming out there, in open, and against him. making a cult against non-sorcerers. there were several letters from higher ups that spread along his desk, reading about his best friend's horrendous crimes. forcing him to finish him up. kill him.
he was loosing his facade day by day, I could tell.
" what happened?, you don't look your usual self"
"hm?, shouldn't I be asking you that?" he moves. cocking a brow at me. as if i couldn't understand him. He was torn between so many things. Being the strongest stupid he is. He had to take difficult decisions, like this.and like the one before, and so many more. and besides all this may be he felt guilty for me..? cuz he knew how I looked at y/n.
"if you're thinking of me then don't. I never had anything for her." My insides rupturing over what I sternly declared. I desperately wanted to forget every thing I had for her. My obsession, and my unapproachable affection, her beautiful eyes..her...
"you mean it's fine if i take her?...for life.."
"yes"
a word without thinking. I should deny everything that makes me happy. The only way how my fucking heart would never ache. she isn't mine, she cannot be mine.
I look away, nonchalant. As always....
"well, okay then, she's-"
" huh..what are you guys talking about?"
gojo chuckled, " nothing you wanna know about, for now~"
"not fair!, you guys can't keep secrets from me. Are we going on a mission or something?"
"urussai" I shut yuji up.
they both soon left,
I lean my head back at the sill, looking up at the open sky. The stars shining, some big , some small.
she isn't mine... i gulped, a heavy lump forming in my throat. I wanted to cry, I immediately washed my face with water. It was easy that way, no one could tell if i were bathing or letting go my tears.
its so bitter to accept truth damn it...i wanted her...i still do, want her..
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my throat parched on what I heard these seconds ago. I was sitting on my bed ready to go for a peaceful sleep after onsen. my phone was cuddled between my fingers beeping with call ended from other side. when I looked down at it, my hands were trembling. It was a call from utahime senpai.
