you saved me

leave.

"Get out of here. Come on baby let's go inside" Lukas said as he shoved Phillip into the side of the railing, grabbing Rose's arm. Years streamed down Phillip's face, as he walked away with a bottle of alcohol in his hands. People threw bottles, paper, and other things at him. When he was behind the side door of a car he slumped down, crying even harder, knowing Lukas would never fully accept himself, knowing that Lukas would never proudly say, "I like Phillip." Nor would he defend him.

Phillip looked up once he heard the sound of leaves being stepped on, it was the killer. Phillip didn't run, didn't yell out, he just sat there looking the killer in the eyes as he raised his gun.

"Phillip I need my camera ba-" Tommy said as he walked up to the car. He only heard four words.

"I love you Lukas. " then there was the sound of a gun going off.

All Lukas hears was a loud bang and screaming. "Phillip! " he thought as he rushed out. As he looked around he couldn't find Phillip, worry filled his lungs. Once Lukas saw Tommy standing beside the car, his face was pale. Lukas knew something was on the other side of the car. He knew it was something he had nightmares about. Despite every bone in his body telling him not to look, he walked to the other side of the car.

There he saw Phillip, covered in blood... His own blood.

Lukas dropped to his knees.

"Phillip.. " Lukas said in a hushed tone as he carefully grabbed Phillip by the shoulders.

"Hey... Hey this isn't funny you know.. " he said hoping this was a sick joke. "Phillip. Get up. " he said as his voice started to crack.

"Phillip get up! " he screamed as tears fell down his face.

When the cops and the medics arrived they found Lukas rocking Phillip back and forth, the words "I love you" spilling out his mouth on repeat as if it was a record that was stuck on one part.

"Son." The medic said placing a hand on Lukas' shoulder. Lukas didn't budge.

"Son we have to-"
"No." Lukas said sternly.

"Son, if you want us to help him you have to let go, how about I let you ride with us? " the medic said as Lukas quickly nods and let's the medic switch Phillip over to the gurnee.

The ride was antagonizing for Lukas, he watched as they rushed around like chickens without their heads. Lukas couldn't avert his eyes. He saw Phillip's heart stop and they shocked him back. Phillip's heart did this two times, Lukas would bite his knuckles, trying to stop himself from screaming at the sight.

Once they got to the hospital Lukas tried to follow the medics but he was stopped once he got to the doors to the er.

"Please! Please! Let me go with him I-" He was cut off.

"Son if you want them to try to save him you need to stay here. " the medic said as Lukas slumped down in a chair that was near by. He covered his face with his hands, avoiding looks. The words, "get out of here" repeating in his mind.

"Please... Please don't leave me, I love you. " Lukas whispered into his hands.