Unthinkable *Attack On Titan fanfic*

Chapter 11: Eren

There was something on Jean's mind and it was easy to tell. School was almost over and most of us were happy to leave. Oddly, Jean hadn't talked and/or insulted anyone today, which meant there definitely a problem.

It was at the end of the day, where we had free period, when I whacked on the head with my math textbook.

He glared at me and crossed his arms." Dude. What the actual hell?"

"What's wrong, horseface? You're not usually so quiet."

"Meh, just tired and eager for Saturday," Jean just winked and leaned back in his chair.

I rolled my eyes. It didn't really matter to me what was wrong, though his attitude was pissing me off. I decided what the heck and just stood up, gazing down at him. One part of me wanted to take his hand but then again, we were keeping this whole relationship a secret, with the exception of Marco.

Jean looked up and me with a bored expression." Mmm?"

"Come on, asshole. Let's go. It's not like we're doing anything anyway."

He gestured to his notebook." I'm trying to study."

"You've been staring off into space for the last ten minutes! We can go outside or something," I suggested, shoving my things into my bag.

Jean finally gave in and put his things away, standing up and leaving the classroom. As soon as we were out into the hallway, he pushed me into the wall and looked down at me with an unreadable expression. Probably horny, I thought to myself, which caused me to snort.

"What," Jean sneered.

"What are you doing," I asked calmly.

"To be real honest," he sighed lightly." I have no fucking clue."

I chuckled a bit and escaped his hold, checking to see if anyone was in the hall before slapping his ass. He bit his lip and huffed." What was that for?"

I shrugged, picking my bag up (which I hadn't even noticed had dropped to the floor until now) and walked towards the exit. Jean followed quickly behind, not saying another word. His silence was driving me up the wall and I swear if he was going to act like that on Saturday...

As soon as we turned into another empty hallway, I was shoved against the wall yet again." Okay, man. Seriously?"

I didn't even notice he had leaned in until his lips brushed against mine. The action took me by surprise. I kissed back, pulling him closer to deepen the kiss. Sure, we'd be screwed if Mikasa caught us full on making out in the hallway. Actually, when I think about it, why would she have a reason to hate it if I was dating Jean? Oh, right. She likes me.

I broke away and rested my forehead on his." Why the hell do you keep pushing me into the wall?"

"Because I can," Jean replied in a sarcastic tone." Why do you have to be so fucking sexy for no apparent reason?"

I raised an eyebrow. Definitely horny." Cause I am? Now, are we done here or...?"

Jean let go and sighed deeply." Sorry 'bout that..."

I nodded in "forgiveness" and started to walk out of the school." What's up with you today? You seem distant."

"Is that a problem...?"

I shook my head, taking notice at his guarded expression." What's wrong?"

"Oh... uh... well it's just, something's up with Marco and I'm just worried about him."

For some reason, a spark of jealousy lit up inside me. It soon faded, however, leaving me confused. I muttered "fuck it" and slipped my hand into his, intertwining our fingers together. Jean glanced at me through the corner of his eye, though there was a small blush on his face.

There were a few students outside, some giving us sideways glances. I could see Jean had took notice in that and glared at them as if telling them to bug off. Right now, he looked kinda protective. Usually, I hated feeling weak but this was something about Jean that made me feel special in a way, no matter how romantic or cheesy as that sounded.

I smiled a little, which most likely looked like a smirk. I kissed his cheek and he gazed down at me, confused by the sudden affection. I was starting to get tired of hiding our relationship and this was me showing it. I guess Mikasa will have to deal with the fact that I like Jean.

As soon as we made it to his car, the bell had rung. He slipped into the drivers' seat and I hesitantly sat in the passengers'. Jean sighed and glanced over." What's with the affectionate gestures, Jaeger?"

"I'm just tired of hiding us, y'know," I replied, rolling my eyes.

A blush appeared on as his face and he nodded slowly, kissing my cheek." Whatever you want. Though, when Mikasa comes to kill me, I'll swear that I'll haunt you until you die."

"That sounds really stupid."

Jean turned the car on and started backing up, most likely going back to his place." Heh... probably does..."

"What about Marco," I asked randomly.

"What about him?"

I glanced around the school parking lot and shook my head." Never mind."

"By the way, you're staying over tonight." He turned on a CD. A band was playing, though I didn't know who. Jean was mouthing along to the lyrics.

"Oh, am I?"

He nodded, that sexy smirk playing on his lips.
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Saturday afternoon came by extremely fast. Marco and Mikasa had already left for the concert, which was a couple hours away.

Jean and I were in the basement, getting things ready for Reiner, Bertholdt, Ymir and Krista. After awhile, we collapsed on the couch, somewhat exhausted. Jean pulled me into his arms and kissed the top of my head. It wasn't really like us to be so... gently and nice to each other. But I guess we were starting to change slightly.

"Jean."

He glanced down at me with a blank face." Hm?"

I leaned up and kissed tenderly, not really caring about how gently I was being. Soon, the small kiss escalated into something more passionate. His hands had wandered to my waist and mine to his neck. This time, I had no problem with him dominating.

He pulled away slightly, both our eyes still closed. Jean was panting silently and I could feel his breath by my neck. We stayed like that for a couple minutes before getting up, due to someone knocking on the door.

I glanced over at Jean as an idea popped into my mind." Oi, horseface. Give me a piggy-back ride."

He looked at me, eyebrows furrowed, and crossed his arms." No."

"I didn't ask. Turn around."

He mumbled something under his breath and complied. I jumped onto his back and held on as he walked up the remainder of the stairs and to the door. I slide off his back and watched as he opened the door, letting Ymir, Krista, Bertholdt and Reiner in.

It wasn't long until music was heard from the basement and we were in Jean's room. We just laid in his bed, watching some random movie on Netflix.

Halfway through it, it seemed as Jean had become restless. He was playing with the hem of my shirt. Rolling my eyes, I slipped it off and tossed it to the floor. Looking back at him, I noted that Jean had also discarded his shirt. Stupid hormonal asshole.

I turned my attention back to the movie, though Jean's attention was somewhere else. His fingers were tracing what seemed like circles on my outer thigh. I shivered slightly, biting my lip and trying to keep my attention away from him. Due to being trapped in his embrace, I was at his mercy.

Jean's hands dipped under the waistband of my sweat pants. I grabbed his hand and pulled it out." Keep your hands to yourself, Kirschtein."

That didn't seem to matter to him because soon after, his hands were back. I just gave up as his hands trailed lower.

I paused the movie and flipped over to face him. I pursed my lips and gave him a look." What are you doing?"

Jean just smirked and shrugged his shoulders. Something told me the movie was going to have to wait.